[ f.a.t.e] 只想爱你 [ f.a.t.e]

2007-04-10T22:42:00.000+08:00

haha...happy happy me u peepz knw why =x....?

rem ytd moi entry i said tat i suddenly gt e haappy feeling but dunno y....?guess i knw e ans nw le ba...moi farker called me at 852am =x...while i am late for wrk at 845am =x...den he called me tok all tat...den i said why u called me...den he said i call euuu u also kpkb i nv call u den u keep complaint i no call no meet...lols...so ended up took half dae off...ended wrk at 12pm...den cabbed to meet moi farker...e moments i reached i falled zzz and i din bother abt him...till he zzz keep hit n pull of moi blanket den i keep wakie up =[...slp till 4pm ba...den he go prepared all tat den abt 430pm left his hse tgt...pei him go buy philli crig but i no buy coz he said i sick sick =[...so cant smk...*sad*

den aftertat i go meet fer&dumbell to town...

ohya received a call todae 6am...was worried for e person realised i am reali failed to be dere for him...haiz...sorry....hope u`r fine u reali let all of us worried...u should knw hu i meant...i even dun understand y e person choosed keep quiet to me abt it too...anyway buddy tc...forever moi buddy luv ya =]

peepz out dere moi wishlist updated le...more n more long le =[

2007-04-09T20:07:00.000+08:00

well...juz backie frm wrk nt long =[....lots of last min wrk -.- ended up wrk till 7pm den leave...haiz tired and shag...

hee dunno y todae whole dae seem happy esp e moments wen i stepped out of wrkplace...gt feeling sumting happy gonnna happened on me...izzit can be able c tat "farker"...?wahahahahaz*daydreaming*

anyway on e way bk hm...gt a msg frm 'sumone' telling mi tat we seem to drift in distant le...and no longer dere for one another le...partly is due to me...i dunno y...suddenly like i din reali keep in touched like last time...welll...bt i did promised sumting...say on matter how we fade i were alwayz be dere for euuu like b4 =]...juz a msg or a called...if can i will try moi best in be real too ;)

anyway saw kaingee muiz in bus...nt bad she nt currently wrking le...-keep it up-

miss moi CLOSED&TRUEones...and moi GALS and many many...esp moi farker...haiz

remarks: life is alwayz full of unexpected

2007-04-08T12:45:00.000+08:00

post below tis entry is specially for fer...u juz read c how guailan u & ur korkor both supportted "sia0" de is =x

anyway....i am so freaking tired nw....slp at 6plus am wakie at 12plus before 1pm....i gt no idea why...?haiz...onli knw ytd msn wif nbpcb tat time i was like coughing badly till vomited again...anyway i tinking ytd nite izzit i gt a dream or izzit true...?den mummy saw e ak on moi neck...coz i onli heard wah go put new ak again but i din replied and continues moi zzz

hmmm....todae sun nt going anywhere ba...as mon wrk....so let mi blog abt ytd ...

meet pei 7pm at bugis...den we changed till 8pm...go villiage walk walk den go junction and buy moi ting...ohya at villiage saw many familiar ppls wrking...like laosu, sebas(fer's frenz) & sam

aftertat me and pei went bk to town....meet up wif e rest for ws's bdae...den from paragon cabbed down lor chomg*sumting like tat* which is at serangoo...den eat ate eaten =x...den aftertat proceeded to a ktv lounge...heee 2rm combined...den we started drink drank drunk *but i din drunk lar*...den of coz sing sang sung wif moi stupid voice...coz of illness reali "sa" sia moi voice...den hor stupid lehz ws opened one xtra chivas for fer yet i act clever said sumting till he opened another martell for me too -.- zzz

kks played "shi tou jian dao bu" wif peipeiAHGAL...freak her man...keep win...lols den i keep drink....den lehz played inbetween wif ws & futang...futang keep win sia...den n t long spencer joined in and played too...ended up he e big winner...while i poor me & ws we lost lots abt ws...i lost 20++ closed to $30 too =[

den aftertat stopped awhile...took pics we moi TRUEones...out of 5 onli 2 nice...bt nt kinda nice...already uploaded in friendster...ehhh den lehz played 21 wif AHGAL, mao & sun-zi also...lols...but played drinking no play money...

den after those grpz left...our TRUEones and ppls we knw started get high and keep sing sang sung again =x...lols...

all sua dui at 3am...den lehz cabbed hm aftertat $22bucks sia...thought will be more ex frm bq or nbpcb's hse bt no different...

ohya b4 tat i all e way sms-ed wif one of moi ex(tat i fang bu xia de) asking him at where thought of ask him fetched me...lolz...but hu knw...he at bq...den going to ghim moh so nvm le lor...lols....aiyooo

remarks: e different of love and like

2007-04-08T06:12:00.000+08:00

wahahahahas....i realised i am reali mad...and nt in e extend of mad....IS SUPER DUPER mad....hahaz...while editing pics taken on ws's bdae...i am chatting in msn wif HIM everyting goes fine&good till tat nbpcb =x jeremyyeozheming ONLINE!!! and dere goes moi maddness

till e extend of he bth me...infacts i believed ppls hu put demself in his shoe also bth me...coz IMAGINED 530AM TIS KIND U GONNA TAHAN MOI CRAZINESS!!!

b4 i start topic on our chat i wanna said sumting...tat is i simply luv tat nbpcb alot =x...gonna why...haha...anyway i am glad... ... ...coz

HE IS ALWAYZ E LAST ONE TO CARE FOR ME WEN I AM DYING FRM MOI ILLNESS -.- WTF RIGHT...?BUT AT LEAST HE ~~did~~ SHOWN HIS CONCERN BUT ALWAYZ AT E VERI ~~last min~~ =[

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badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:27 AM):
juz reach hm ahz
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ya

badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:27 AM):
ic..
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:27 AM):
tml wrk wat time wor
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badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:28 AM):
ic...
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:28 AM):
den u slp earli lor
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u ok le ma
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still sick ah
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ask u still sick huh
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u ask mi slp early
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badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:29 AM):
i sick 1wk le...
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:29 AM):
den vomitted afew time too due to moi sickness
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:29 AM):
den u nw den ask abt it =x
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u better take care ah
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:30 AM):
nw den ask i already wan die le
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:30 AM):
keep cough till vomit den flu till gt blood...lols
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:31 AM):
haha dear ahz dear u veri jialat =x
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???
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:32 AM):
coz i sick zhun zhun one wk u ask mi tc
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:32 AM):
den ltr i die of illness songka over den u ask mi rest in peace =x
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*slap eu ah~edited coz he using emo icon~
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anyhow tok
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:33 AM):
reali ahz...everyone ban me go out even fri n sat ban mi drink ban mi smk...den ask mi c doc(although i hafnt c)
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:33 AM):
yet moi dearz nw den ask mi tc..
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:33 AM):
reali cough till dulan n no voice at times lor
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den ask u tc u also angry
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:34 AM):
i no angry
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:34 AM):
i more happy den u will ask mi tc
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:34 AM):
wahahahahas
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:34 AM):
sian sianz sianz teach me how to recover fast
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:35 AM):
i am broke again =x...after ytd wx return moi $
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rest more lah
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now go slp
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mi also liao
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:35 AM):
dots
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:35 AM):
cant slp
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den laid down and rest lah
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driink more water
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take ya med
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:35 AM):
i already sitting on moi bed...
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:36 AM):
no c doc lehz where gt med
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dden go see lah
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:36 AM):
i already drink alot of water le during tis one wk
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:36 AM):
no crig no drink no out = at hm plain water TAT ALL...
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:36 AM):
wo de ming hao ku sia
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:36 AM):
c hao lor wen gt time
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like tt call ming ku
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badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:37 AM):
ku la...u imagine u sick one wk smk also cant smk due to thoart...den cough tillvomit flu till like hell fever cum and go...how to out how to drink how to smk
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badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:37 AM):
dots all u knw is onli haha =[
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:38 AM):
still can luff at me wen i so ming ku
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:38 AM):
WORST I CANT CYA TOO =x
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:40 AM):
u beta rest earli and drink more water since recently u keep wrk long hrs all tat sia
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ya
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very shagg liao
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mi supervior going on leave sum more
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i siao liao
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:40 AM):
c lar everydae wrk so long hr yet no off =x
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:40 AM):
-.-
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:40 AM):
ke lian u sia macham maid
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:40 AM):
den wen u going be moi maid =x
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badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:41 AM):
dun haha wen!!!!!!!!! =x
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badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:42 AM):
wei!!!!!!!!!! u farker =x
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:42 AM):
wen u going be moi maid =x
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:42 AM):
dun haha dun lols ans mi!!!!!!!!!!!
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:42 AM):
i sick till like hell u still bully me
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wen i happy loh
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:42 AM):
u knw anot nw i sick badly eveyone give in onli u =x
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:42 AM):
-.- den u trying tell mi u all along nt happy =x
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:42 AM):
stupid ass =x
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no ah
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wen i very very very happy loh
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:43 AM):
-.-
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wen i song loh
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:43 AM):
stupid pig
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:43 AM):
haha u go find ur dearz den u song le den veri veri veri happy le den can BE MOI MAID LE
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keke
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:43 AM):
*ur dear = wx
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:44 AM):
btw dearz i still dun get euu sia....y wenxiang so ji dong wei tat dae i out wif him i told him jeremy ask mi tell u next time u ask ur dear where i ans u ur dear nt jeremy mehz den he start all ting by scold n scold lolx
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:45 AM):
i missed u being moi maid =x....cook for me blar blar blar...
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u wait loh
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:45 AM):
i wait long le since jan 01 =x
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:46 AM):
wahahahas is been 4mths plus le...lols...so u already should be SUPER happy instead of veri happy le..so plz be moi maid soon
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:46 AM):
since nw i am sick i need a maid badly
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wen im a outlet manager den i br ya maid loh
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:46 AM):
-.-
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:47 AM):
WeI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:47 AM):
f u
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:47 AM):
like tat = no off
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:47 AM):
den how to be moi maid
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:47 AM):
u tink i 3yrs old ahz
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u wrong liao
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:47 AM):
why
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om very free and ez de loh
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wan go den go loh
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:47 AM):
izzit
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dun wan go den dun go loh
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:47 AM):
HAHA DEN FRM TODAE I SAY U E OM =X
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:47 AM):
HAHA so frm todae be moi maid
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:47 AM):
haha i tink i reali sick till mad
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fuck u
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:48 AM):
wat lar i hao xin say u e OM u wanna f me
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:48 AM):
shit u man
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:48 AM):
den wen u get promote..
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badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:48 AM):
faster promote den faster om den i can faster haf a maid soon to yang mi n tc mi
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:48 AM):
wahahahahas
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i tell my mom le
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if by tis month i still dun promote den i after may i will quit le
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:49 AM):
dearz u knw i realise one ting
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:50 AM):
frm long they said wan promote u till nw hafnt yet e poor u like MAID wrk so long hr den off also need wrk
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:50 AM):
muz as well BE MOI MAID =x
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fuck u
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den u every month gif mi pay loh
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:50 AM):
say le dun f me
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2000 per month
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:50 AM):
haha i share share moi pay wif u
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:50 AM):
FARK U
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:50 AM):
as if nw u gt 2k
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:50 AM):
u farker pian xiaomeimei ahz =x
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u xiao mei mei meh
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:51 AM):
haha f u den u trying pian wo ahz =x
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u wan fuck mi den come my hse loh
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:51 AM):
-.-
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see wu fuck wu loh
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:51 AM):
shit u
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:51 AM):
dear be moi maid lar....at least gt off rather den u nw wrking like maid
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:51 AM):
i pay u moi pay den u cook for me all tat
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:51 AM):
wahahahahas
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fuck u
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no 2000 u dun think
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badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:52 AM):
f u back...tis e 3x I BEEN TELLLING U DUN KEEP SAY FARK ME
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:52 AM):
-.- i ur dearz need 2000 mehz
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:52 AM):
no discount mehz =x
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discount liao loh
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:52 AM):
wah lao a....thought i ur dearz can cheap cheap den others de
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no discount is 4000 de ok
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:53 AM):
i still thought of 1dollar one hr =x
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:53 AM):
wahahahas
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:53 AM):
f u...u tink u worth 4k ahz i give u haf moi pay can le lehz
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:53 AM):
den easy job lehz cook for me n tc me onli
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wu say de
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tc of u
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still haf 2 cook
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still haf 2 fuck u
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*hahaz~edited coz he using emo icon~

badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:54 AM):
-.-
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:54 AM):
haha I ASK U COOK N TC I DIN SAY FARK -.-
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:54 AM):
wth sia todae u die die wan kpkb wif mi over F.U.C.K
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:54 AM):
u nb farker =x
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:55 AM):
can la moi dear i knw u teng n ai wo de...so half half....den tc me n cook for me kks... =x
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dun wan
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:55 AM):
where need waste so muz energy can even slp more no need to wrk like MAID(wat u wrking as nw) sia
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:55 AM):
u sux lar =x...wanna be others maid dun wan be moi maid =x
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:56 AM):
wanna pian xiaomeimei also say 2k
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:57 AM):
i pay u 200 a mth be moi maid no need 7daes wrk...can slp till u song
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dun wan
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like tt very sian
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:58 AM):
wah lao a....veri gd offer u still dun wan
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:58 AM):
dots y sianz
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nth 2 do very sian de
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:58 AM):
i knw lar no chiobu & yandao give u c wat...
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:58 AM):
haha can can u help mi cook den give mi beat den give mi scold den gt ting to le lor
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:59 AM):
haha
..................................... says (4:59 AM):
yaya
..................................... says (4:59 AM):
*slap euuu~edited coz he using emo icon~

badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:59 AM):
haha idea lehz....cook for me...den tc me....den let mi scold let mi slap
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (4:59 AM):
haha...nt bad
..................................... says (5:00 AM):
u dun crapz loh
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:00 AM):
can give mi crapz abit anot...i nw reali going mad where also cant go tis cant do tat cant do...cant eat tis cant eat tat
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:00 AM):
hais like dead sia no live
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:01 AM):
haha den juz nice nw u can give mi another how fark here n there....crapz here n there...i knw u moi dearz u dun mind coz u teng mi right
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:01 AM):
dearz ahz nw 5am le...i tink u beta go slp le...if nt ltr u kpkb tired den overslept again =x
..................................... says (5:01 AM):
wun lah
..................................... says (5:01 AM):
i still haf 2 wait loh
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:02 AM):
haha so ai zai ah
..................................... says (5:02 AM):
i need call back 2 work place lata
..................................... says (5:02 AM):
tell them things
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:02 AM):
ic..
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:02 AM):
haha...
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:02 AM):
nan de moi dear so ai zai say he nt tired sia...while everytime say he farking tired den overslept de
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:05 AM):
ehhh i ask u ahz next next wk u wrk morning till nite also ahz
..................................... says (5:05 AM):
dunno yet
..................................... says (5:05 AM):
y
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:05 AM):
ask ask =x
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:05 AM):
cannot mehz i concern abt moi MAID =x
..................................... says (5:06 AM):
*hahaz~edited coz he using emo icon~

and out of e blue frm here we started different topic again

badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:06 AM):
y u haha sia....mad ahz
..................................... says (5:06 AM):
i siao de ma
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:06 AM):
i concern for ya gt wrong ahz....crazy guy
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:06 AM):
haha sia0z eh dai sai ahz =x
..................................... says (5:07 AM):
ya loh
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:07 AM):
haha where dai sai sia =x
..................................... says (5:07 AM):
lan jiao loh
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:07 AM):
-.-
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:07 AM):
fark u lar
..................................... says (5:07 AM):

*haha~edited coz he using emo icon~
..................................... says (5:08 AM):
u wan den u come loh
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:08 AM):
imagine all sia0z de ppl den is lj dai sai lahz den other ppl nt sia0z nt dai sai lar -.- jiao wei lehz =x
..................................... says (5:08 AM):
ok loh
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:08 AM):
haha i cum i let u one hand one leg =x
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:08 AM):
lols
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:08 AM):
den i one one wif ya
..................................... says (5:08 AM):
ok loh
..................................... says (5:08 AM):
u come loh
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:08 AM):
haha nvm u wait sure gt one dae de..
..................................... says (5:08 AM):
i wait loh
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:09 AM):
dehh nono i say wrong is u let mi one hand one leg
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:09 AM):
coz u alwayz play cheat...
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:09 AM):
reali is xiao meimei
..................................... says (5:09 AM):
hha
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:09 AM):
alwayz say fang wo yi zhi jiao n shou ended up also... ... ...
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:09 AM):
dear i am hungry =x
..................................... says (5:09 AM):
i alway put u 2 leg loh
..................................... says (5:09 AM):
*haha~edited coz he using emo icon~

badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:10 AM):
haha no lor u farker pian xiaomeimei alwayz say fang wo hand n leg ended up lost liao use both hand n leg =x
wan shui ginna sio yi ho... says (5:11 AM):
*lolz~edited coz he using emo icon~
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:11 AM):
stupid nick lar..
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:11 AM):
sia0z eh ginna buay kan =x
wan shui ginna sio yi ho... says (5:11 AM):

*haha~edited coz he using emo icon~
wan shui ginna sio yi ho... says (5:11 AM):
u and mi so long liao
wan shui ginna sio yi ho... says (5:11 AM):
i ay gan buay gan u noe ma
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:11 AM):
haha gt long mehz =x....onli going 4mths
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:12 AM):
dots u hor....i say a u say b...say till those "kan"
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:12 AM):
ass euuu
wan shui ginna sio yi ho... says (5:12 AM):
*haha~edited coz he using emo icon~

badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:12 AM):
si ginna lar....
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:12 AM):
syh sux =x....haha kt beta =x
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:12 AM):
lols
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:12 AM):
nono jeremy sux onli =x
wan shui ginna sio yi ho... says (5:13 AM):
fark u
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:13 AM):
fark u bad
wan shui ginna sio yi ho... says (5:13 AM):

*haha~edited coz he using emo icon~
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:13 AM):
TIS E 4TH TIME U SAYING FARK EUUUU
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:14 AM):
u nb farker =x
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:14 AM):
jeremyyeozheming buay kan =x
wan shui ginna sio yi ho... says (5:14 AM):

*haha~edited coz he using emo icon~
wan shui ginna sio yi ho... says (5:14 AM):

*nvm~edited coz he using emo icon~
wan shui ginna sio yi ho... says (5:14 AM):
i now let u off
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:14 AM):
MAID!!!!!!!!!!!! i am hungry how how how
wan shui ginna sio yi ho... says (5:14 AM):
de next time u come i gif u jia lat jia lat
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:14 AM):
haha u let me off wor...HAHA I VERI SCARE =X..
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:15 AM):
haha den i c next time u c mi i hu give hu jialat =x
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:15 AM):
i veri hungry lar...
wan shui ginna sio yi ho... says (5:15 AM):
go eat thing lah
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:16 AM):
nth ting....thought is u cook for mi de...coz u moi MAID
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:16 AM):
i realised u veri pian xin sia =x
wan shui ginna sio yi ho... says (5:16 AM):
haiz
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:16 AM):
nowadae i go find u u bo cook for me le =x
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:17 AM):
y u hais....sayang lar dun hais lar i dun bully u le =p
wan shui ginna sio yi ho... says (5:17 AM):
u ah*slap euu~edited coz he using emo icon~
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:18 AM):
slap mi gum lan lar =x
wan shui ginna sio yi ho... says (5:18 AM):

5x *slap~edited coz he using emo icon~
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:18 AM):
-.-
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:18 AM):
dearrrrrrr
wan shui ginna sio yi ho... says (5:18 AM):
yap
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:19 AM):
u moi dearz mehz thought u moi maid
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:19 AM):
ni bu shi wenxiang de dearz mehz
wan shui ginna sio yi ho... says (5:19 AM):

*haha~edited coz he using emo icon~
wan shui ginna sio yi ho... says (5:19 AM):
ya hor
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:19 AM):
fark u man
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:19 AM):
cannot fen xiang de..
wan shui ginna sio yi ho... says (5:20 AM):
*haha~edited coz he using emo icon~

badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:20 AM):
haha....he ask mi u go f off...wen tat time i say ni de dear bu shi jeremy mehz
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:20 AM):
haha cannot fen xiang wif him de lar....coz u moi dear cum moi maid
wan shui ginna sio yi ho... says (5:22 AM):

*haha~edited coz he using emo icon~
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:22 AM):
fark u
wan shui ginna sio yi ho... says (5:23 AM):
i wait loh
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:23 AM):
u sui...
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:23 AM):
tok till more n more xialan sia =x
wan shui ginna sio yi ho... says (5:24 AM):
now u noe meh
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:25 AM):
haha i knw all along u veri xialan de..
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:25 AM):
coz sia0z eh ginna wat...
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:25 AM):
haha....
wan shui ginna sio yi ho... says (5:25 AM):
ya loh
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:26 AM):
fark u man reali super e xialan cannot let mi abit izzit
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:26 AM):
i sick lehz
wan shui ginna sio yi ho... says (5:26 AM):
okok
wan shui ginna sio yi ho... says (5:26 AM):
no lah
wan shui ginna sio yi ho... says (5:26 AM):
i not loh
wan shui ginna sio yi ho... says (5:26 AM):
sorrie sorrie
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:26 AM):
-.-
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:26 AM):
f u lan
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:26 AM):
*la
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:26 AM):
veri fake lehz
wan shui ginna sio yi ho... says (5:26 AM):
like tt also cannot
wan shui ginna sio yi ho... says (5:26 AM):
f u back
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:27 AM):
i wan die le lar...keep cough til xinku till wan vomit..
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:27 AM):
haha f mi...haha i shall c =x
wan shui ginna sio yi ho... says (5:27 AM):
ok loh
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:27 AM):
haha sianz suddenly veri e xiang ni tis farker
wan shui ginna sio yi ho... says (5:28 AM):

*haha~edited coz he using emo icon~
wan shui ginna sio yi ho... says (5:28 AM):
mi 2
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:28 AM):
haha nan de u will tell mi mi 2 lehz
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:28 AM):
zhun bo....i still mi 3 lehz =x
wan shui ginna sio yi ho... says (5:28 AM):
ok loh
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:28 AM):
thought u alwayz knw how to bully me onli
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:28 AM):
haha
wan shui ginna sio yi ho... says (5:28 AM):
like tt i dun tok 2 u liao
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:28 AM):
k la dun wan
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:28 AM):
dear ahz dun like tat lar..
wan shui ginna sio yi ho... says (5:28 AM):
ok
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:29 AM):
k lar moi fault i knw u teng n care for mi e most juz tat u NO SHOW OUT ONLI
wan shui ginna sio yi ho... says (5:29 AM):
haa
wan shui ginna sio yi ho... says (5:29 AM):
ok lah*haha~edited coz he using emo icon~
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:29 AM):
till i badly sick or wat den u should out -.-
wan shui ginna sio yi ho... says (5:29 AM):
i wan go do some report liao
wan shui ginna sio yi ho... says (5:29 AM):
chat next time ok
wan shui ginna sio yi ho... says (5:29 AM):
bz liao
badly sick till wan die [missing tat mrYEO] ☠ angelineee ☠ says (5:29 AM):
kk lor....bye i dun disturb le lar....farker =x miss ya....FASTER MEET mi =x
wan shui ginna sio yi ho... says (5:30 AM):
ok
wan shui ginna sio yi ho... says (5:30 AM):
muack

~ENDED CHAT

haha i knw i am lame -.- but too bad...tis moi blog nt happy den click e 'X' =x haha...i shall complain moi nbpcb is alwayz a bullier =x...treat mi gd/bad muz c mood de dun siao siao...right fer, qi & pei...haha tat y ppl sia0z eh ginna =x....wahahahha...lame me again...

last bt nt least b4 i go zzz at 611am....I LOVE MOI ONE AND ONLI JEREMYYEOZHEMING

OHYA I FORGOT HAPPY 19TH BDAE TO WANXIANG =]

*for ur info e wx i mean nt wanxiang BUT is moi buddy, his bro wenxiang

remarks: longest story for tis mth =x...and moi maddness wif tat farker due to i cant slp =x

2007-04-06T22:05:00.000+08:00

i got tagged by dorries

i felt tis not really weirdweird me but a little more abt me.sooooooooo ...

These are the rules:Each player of this game starts out by giving 6 weird things about themselves.People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog!

~i am used to slp & stay in one position like hamster esp wen i am sleeping at others ppls hse
~i am alwayz in for sour stuff den on sweet stuff
~i can sit infront of moi lappy watch moi drama series e whole dae
wenever wif cousin`qi i can eat as if we`r a hungry ghost...eating lots and non-stop*believe anot up to u peepz although i dun seem like sumone hu can eat lots*
~i dislike pink lots...but i do haf a front which is pink z610i coz couple fone wif cousin`qi
~i luv buying lame ting ended up i can simply anyhow dumb

+ ma0-nei-de
+ cousin`qi
+ laine
+ reb
+ wanting
+ huiping

remarks: post of e dae frm dorriesd blog

2007-04-06T21:48:00.000+08:00

haiz....still badly sick....juz vomitted hao again...as force moiself coughed too much till throat pain...haiz tis few daes or should i say tis one wk i can simply quit smk&drink and e mood of hanging out late & shopping...

haiz...guiyong korkor called wan drive me out yet i badly sick so rejected le...fri nite u knw =[....haiz...anyway due to moi sickness todae cant to sentosa wif moi TRUEones they all too =[

todae nth much happened...mummy sia0z de...i lie down watch tv...she jitao out of e blue for nth pull up moi shirt...den say wah...ur ak more n more BIG sia...zzz....stupid her...

haiz...tml meeeting TRUEones(peipeiAHGAL&ma0-nei-de) for a small meetup...den aftertat den planned should i followed dem to ws bdae...haiz...coz i reali dunno i keep cough like freaking hell wif flu too =[....haisz...stupid me...den mingyiBRO said to me plz get well soon on tat dae i will die die ask u drink...zzz...*poor me*

remarks: badly sick

2007-04-05T12:26:00.000+08:00

haiz...todae no go wrk...thought i can make e "guai-ness" out of me by going for wrk since sat till sat...?lols....one wk cleared after so long...*too bad

hope linyin can overcome everyting...poor her...

ytd 5am wakie throat too much flam ended up coughed and cough everyting out....due to cought till too hard i vomitted de...den aftertat morning 8plus am wakie i flu like hell till sneeze till bleed...haiz...wtf...

den saw at privated no missed called at 7am...tinking izzit guowei or buddy...den i sms-ed dem...ya buddy reply is him...coz he thought i late/no go wrk...den i replyed him i no go...coz sick and told him abt moi illness...haiz at tat pt of time...moi hse gt no one...nt a single soul...ended up i anyhow find strong flu med & panadol eat...rest awhile wakie le...kinda beta bt still xin ku...feeling cold and hot at times...

haiz...thx buddy for being so concern...earli in e morning...knw i was alone all at hm....yet feeling so sick...he even to e extend ask need him come over tc me...?imagine here he stay where i stayed...and imagine in e past few daes i treated him so bad...kinda regretted...buddy sorry for everyting...

haiz...serious at e pt of time...how i knw buddy is him...knw i am sick still wan cum over tc me =[...but i bet he wouldnt....frm moi pt of view i tnk he will knw after freaking hell daes wen he wan find me den called den he will onli start saying u sick ahz beta tc dun anyhow run like tat onli...haiz...maybe i shouldnt used to compare ba...as wat buddy told mi b4...."lu shi wo zhi ji xuan de...deng dao xian zai cai hou hui bu shi tai shi le mahz....?" well...kinda true lar...but den hor...afterall i haf overcome moi life wifout him...onli at times wen i meet up wif him i will find it weird instead of happy....haiz nvm...

ended here...still feeling real sick guess tis sat cant joined ws they all to serangoo pub le wat...

rebels: i feel so xinfu after knwing hu moi closed&trueONEs nt forgetting moi BUDDY!!!

2007-04-05T01:16:00.000+08:00

badly sick wif cough, flu and worst thorat pain invanted...knnz...reali bth...feel like dying...kinda fever too...feeling hot and cold different...

anyway deleted moi past 2 entries....realise dere no pts to waste moi time commenting her in moi blog...lols...let ppls tink i gt connection wif her onli so y nt juz keep it as a hi-bye frenz like mi n mel or a stranger...?like mi and sebas...

tat alll i go slp le....gt feeling of i gonna stay single....tired of too many ting....buddy sorry for everyting too...

remarks: e hardest ting is luving e person tat dun seem to be urs =]

2007-04-01T22:44:00.000+08:00

i am badly sick down wish bad flu since i wakie...?muz be dumbell or ma0-nei-de spreading here&there =x...jk

missing every single ones ytd and of coz moi lazy-zhu jeremy...hais...go slp le...bth tired n sick

label: sick >.<

arrrr

2007-04-01T21:52:00.000+08:00

arrr...i am so kay sim....abt $165 de money fly away....1st price too...fark...lols...reali is no fate sia...zzz...tat time mi n jeremy de anniversary tio den heng heng gt buy den nw mi n qi de fav no tio yet no buy =[ arrr...y y y =[

anyway juz gt hm again frm meet kit tok tok awhile nth much le wan go sweep floor le...

tata~

tired >.<

2007-04-01T17:39:00.000+08:00

1st before i start blogging i wanna wish....

JACKY LEONG WAH CHUN moi 3/4pt...

happy 22th bdae on 010407 =]

and joanna happy 19th bdae *if nt wrong...

ytd was great...

1st went wrk in e morning....half finished moi wrk at 230pm...decided to head hm...while on e way hm ou_xiang called said he get call back nw for recall *poor him*....tok till i reached hm...aftertat he hanged...bath, eat den slp...

dumbell wakie mi at 7pm..meet dumbell,ma0-nei-de and yunns (moi xin-lian-xin...?) i doubt so...at 9pm je...but i was late and didnt ans dumbell calls at all coz i am toking to grace on fone mahz...trying moi ways due to sum reason persured her to go...BUT... ... ...i failed =[

reached bq...went go haf our dinner at ba-gu-teh...den lehz went up G2 1st coz e rest hafnt reach...zzz G2 changed alot...lols...den lehz ytd sibei e big grpz real...and i meant it...and i gt to hugz every of moi missed gals&guyz and even took pic wif dem =]...hee...but juz tat i din upload e pic to friendster on jacky(e bdae boy), leneLAOPO, dumbell, ma0-nei-de & yunns...den dunno y e pic i took wif ac is gone instead...lols...

hmmm...played dice wif ys...den lehz 1st cup dumbell jio mi ta chivas den followed by ys martell...den aftertat halfhalf mix chivas&martell wif william...and continues all tis on n on...till played dice wif ys den drink martell mix beer arbo chivas mix martell and worst even ta beer...hee tis kind round din vomit =]...hee our bdae boy ytd vomit like freeflow sia macham merlion *such a gd nick tat dumbell gave*

ehh aftertat left abt 3plus am...went find ys coz he told him he tio taiji but cant find him...called ac help hime too but cant...den nvm *wave bye to all*...

at 4am meet ou_xiang at bk coffee shop...den eat eat tok tok...den pei him walked hm wif dumbell & ma0-nei-de...den frm his hse dere take cab hm...

zzz at abt 8plus am or wat ba i guess...den lehz wakie up at forgot le...totally nt enough zzz...while nw going 6pm...tat dumbell still zzz worst on moi bed den i sit on fone...den ma0-nei-de pei her till zzz also...lols...*poor me*...

seriously i dun understand y sum ppls so dots knw one dae or knw nt long onli...yet wen tat sumone is tend to be ur sis/hu ever more den a passerby de gf/bf or ever super closedONES yet juz cut in like tat...izzit no brain...?or fan jian =x...gt any different like moi once a sis...?haiz...

ohya ytd i saw familiar faces dere...esp mel tat grpz seem werid no tok...den xiaomao keep dee siao mi...lols...

anyway is a waste no laine...simply missed her...

cant wait till 310307!!!

2007-03-30T00:54:00.000+08:00

todae wrk was soso lor...nth much happened...

1stly: moi meeting wif dorries is postpone again...tis time round nt coz she is sick is becoz she gt a job frm mon to wed...so might be meeting her thurs if i no wrk...but nt cfm summore broke broke broke hais...

actually nth much juz blog for fun to let u peeps knw i still alive =x...coz todae i whole dae no contact BUDDY den he thought i am dead -.- as i din even ans his call =x...anyway tode weird lor...dunno y....smsed BUDDY 2x onli den ans his call once also...*watever*

anyway moi life seem drift wif certain ppls and yet in another hand sum seem to be closer wif...haiz...wtf izzit wat i wan...but nvm let fate & destiny decide ba...

got to go slp le...tml wrk >.<...will nt be keep online TAT LONG le so anyting sms me...

lastly.... ... ...

2 more min to 300307...HAPPY BDAE TO NINGJIE =]

happy me =]

2007-03-28T18:42:00.000+08:00

hee...happy little me...although its juz a small small happening...BUT i no longer tat mafan...tat is...

I BROUGHT MOI PURPLE BLUETOOTH ADAPTER...mummy brought it for me wen at LOT ONE pc zone...so i no need so mafan on transfer pic le as previous de adapter spoilted =[ *nv huai de bu qu xin de bu lai =x*

hee juz reached hm frm bp...abt 1plus pm went meet mummy & ahyi(s) they all for sushi...aftertat abt 3pm meet leneLAOPO...smk awhile pei her eat her lunch le...den aftertat go trim&cut hair tgt...

after we cut hao hair took bus to bp...meet laineMUIZ&jd coz laopo wan c c their dog...played & slacked awhile...as usual i scared dogs lar =x....hee...took sum pics too...gonna upload ting will put in friendster den here ba as lazy =x...

arrr last BUT nt least i am real leong n in lots of debt hu wanna donate me sum $$$ =[...

to euuu*but u will nt c it*: watever izzit in sum case frenz is beta den being tgt so STOP asking mi tat =]

lastly...i miss moi fer&dumbell...cant wait for next wk c dorries too...hope tat 38 gal of moi will totally recover le...as our meeting dragged abt 1to2wks le =[

-no comments =x-

2007-03-28T11:54:00.000+08:00

hee...todae no go wrk again....welll.... ... ...

ytd: nua at hm...james called told mi abt e "ARTS" ting...den lehz after hanged nt long...wenxiang called...ask mi wan cum out anot...den i said anyting since no wrk...

meet him 5pm at PS ~~but~~ e guy damn pro lar...i said since nw time still long u slowly lai lor coz i dun wan go chinatown meet him instead...hu knw i reached le he still juz wanna go bath onli...zzz...so while waiting for him i go ard PS lor...saw andrea...ohya b4 tat i called leneLAOPO wished her happy bdae once again =x...den lehz after hang wif her isaac called kinda shocked n suprised lor *watever*....nt long wx reached...

walked ard den to herren n to cine...den decided veri sianz no place go...so pei him go back chinatown lor...meet nicholas eat n drink...but i no drink i onli eat =] -c i am guai becoz of aftertat i be drinking =x-...

hmmm left 1st at abt 9plus pm closed to 10pm...go bouna vista meet val & huiping...huiping drove us to holland one of e chilled out place called wala-wala...hmmm nt bad afterall...beta den keep stayed at bq right =x...hee afterall ytd is wkdae...wkdae i dun reali go bq de =]...

hmmm...gt no idea wat to drink seriously...den huiping intro graveyard...lols...den lehz aftertat i took whisky sprite too =]...hee...

den abt 12am like tat huiping drove us back lor =] -1st time gt a frenz(gal) is moi driver instead =]

b4 tat toktok wif dem over our own relation...realise maybe i am too wat to jeremy le ba...imagine huiping & her dearz nt alwayz meet sumtime nt even 1mth once yet they can maintain till 2yrs...hais...*envy her and val coz val & her dearz 5yrs le*...watever izzit i tink i gonna change moi tinking toward jeremy ba =]

ohya msg to him: sorry wor...afterall i am nt sumone gd...wen u reali need sumone i cant be dere...

*****

todae nt wrking...ltr pei mummy & ahyi they all go eat....nt going out also ba...BUT juz nw b4 tat in e morning meetup wif laineMUIZ awhile b4 she go meet jd...slack awhile & smk under moi blk & tok tok =] *miss her*

specially for moi leneLAOPO

2007-03-27T13:08:00.000+08:00

laopo...happy 22th bdae...watever izzit todae ur bdae muz enjoy and dun be sad and keep tink of bu kai xin de shi ok...?i knw its hard esp on e family ting u facing...but i believed everyting will be over soon after e rain =]...so =) wide wide ok...?esp on 31st tat dae...stay happy happy and once for all i wan a whole grpz of our gals pic kks esp e bitches...as long no c dem le...

last but nt least b4 i ended tis entry...i wanna said i still luv euuu like b4 =]...any pro free to tell mi ba...although i may nt help out much but i can be ur listening ears....times reali flied seem like knw u abt 4 to 5yrs...?gt bo...?hahas...coz i tink i knw junnie they all 5to6yrs le ba..since they end of pri6...

kks ba...tc....ai ni alwayz....[bitches]charleneee and angelineee[laopos]

short or long updated...?

2007-03-26T22:22:00.000+08:00

todae...went to wrk no meet dumbdumb....he called me wen he wakie as he late for wrk...war abit but i guess ok le ba...den lehz too tired nw to meet guiyongKORKOR to take crig =[ shag one whole dae no smk no crig...anyway i wonder wen will i be able to receive his call n meet him again =[

welll....it been one wk since i blogged...welll...no idea wat happened also...

but if i nt wrong i onli rem i went wrk on mon, wed and tat it...ehhh...nt sure wat i did tis 1wk too...but i knw todae i went for wrk instead pei

moi dumbdumb...hee...simply luv him lots...haf a small kpkb on fone too =x...and hor...lastly tis few daes he reali make mi happy...coz i will blog it out as i onli rem ting happened tat gt to do wif him onli =x

kk la...enough of moi crapz...no idea onli knw i been watching movie lately...last show watch is thurs...mr bean...worst we watched abt 2am de...and we waiting since 11pm =]...all thx to peipeiAHGAL wanna watch tat show...ohya b4 tat i did a little shopping too =]...gt moi pointed shoe frm blossomz =]...

fri: attend jason's wedding...cabbed over to JP meet peipeiAHGAL as i was

late...helped her makeup den proceeded to e venue of e wedding...meet up wif fer&dumbell...saw many familiar faces n many ppls hu i long no c...hee...(took sum pic but lazy upload all)...after wedding ended abt 11pm like tat...cabbed over wif peipeiAHGAL to jason's hse for poker...total more den 10ppls ba...anyway i won but AHGAL won more =] which let her haf e $$$ cab hm instead of cuming over to moi hse =]

reached hm abt 4 plus am...online...tok wif dumbdumb...he ask mi wan meet him...?till mon...den i agreeded but i stayed till sun onli...hee...so abt 6am cabbed to his hse...crapz play n fool ard till morning 8plus am den slp...hee...wakie him up at 3plus pm...waited for him prepared...left his hse 4plus pm...-walked seperate ways coz he in hurry le-

well...tis few daes kinda happy...1st gt his msn chat auto tok to mi instead of i tok to him, 2nd called me 3rd wanna meet mi...wahahahahahs...

well...me and tat sumone no longer frenz he as he found out sumting abt mi n sebas which i dunno wat ting...but watever...NONE OF MOI BUSINESS...moi main focus nw is onli on moi TRUEones, CLOSEDones, bitches, kks, adsd and lastly moi NO-SECRETbuddy...simply luv all all euuu...

ohya moi dumbdumb so cute...one of e conversation we had...

me: wen ur bdae ahz *in fact i rem lar*

he: huh said tat once more time wat u ask*while his hand hugz & struggling me*

me: i knw lar...june 23th wat...mai sia0z sia0z i wu xim unlike euuu*turn over to another side of e bed*

he: *strangle moi neck again&turn me over*...nt i bo xim if u no said

me: u no ask

he: den nw i ask

me: nt happy le lar *turned over again*

he: *took moi wallet take out ic and c* haha den cant find moi ic

me: kks lar aug 6 muz rem hor i tell u

hee...tat e end of our tok...n we back to continues n tok on our own ting...haha...miss tat nite coz he seem so different hugged me slp all e way wifout let go even i turn another side he turn mi back as he though i angry or wat...cute him...how i wished can always like tat too *daydream*

ohya BUDDY dun worry i gt jeremy i also wan u...dun alwayz said muz c rank wen cum to money matter lehz -.- stupid euuu lehz

tink tat all le...wanna watch tv...tml no wrk =] hee...but no planning yet wait till nite meet val & ping for chilled out...

lalalalas...

2007-03-23T17:49:00.000+08:00

hee....happy little me =]

ou xiang: cheer up...i believed nw we both facing the same ting...but dun worry i believe since i can overcum why cant euuu...and i bet wat i told ya todae u are happy for me too...and of coz i will rem moi promised on ytd ting...which i also told jeremy le...abt e jio ting de on nicholas....dun worry i will rem moi promised....tc....

hee....happy little me once again....he e one hu can make mi happy and make mi sad...i luv him deeply wif no regret...hee...of coz i luv moi ou xiang too =]...

promised dearz sumting too and i guess i did keep it sumhow...tat is dun keep chiong bq le...and also dun keep drink...bq i indeed cut down...but drink i guess onli last wk de sat i drink wif cousin & frens onli...hee...

lastly i cant wait till 310307

lil update

2007-03-17T13:42:00.000+08:00

wee...i am back for a lil update =x...in case anyone of u do miss mi =x...i knw dere is =p...ppls like dorries, laine sis, lene laopo...wahahahahaz ok i knw i am mad...

ytd go wrk do till quite late close to 7pm...den after wrk meet dumbell and maomao at queentown...trained to town...lols...den lehz walked ard...wen 10plus 11plus pm...went over cine find andrea and kelly den we saw winnie...lols...den tok tok wif her abit...haha...ytd hm at 2plus am...waited e whole dae at town for alex to drove us back...zzz...

todae(sun): no go wrk while moi wrk is unfinished...hope nadia will help mi...-thx gal-...meeting jo ltr for mini-shopping on all e blossomz stuff tat i wanna aim...wahahahahahaz...

hee...tis fri and sat i am reali a gd gal...by controlling moiself no go pub lehz...hee

den hor moi ou_xiang going reservice soon...zzz miss him...and he sux lar...ytd bully me again...coz we toking abt arts den... ... ...

me: u gt "bao" e whole front n back de leg mehz...?

he: gt lar..zzz...u no c i wear 3/4 b4 mehz...?

me: gt mehz...no lehz...?

he: gt lar...my ahgong songka tat time...

me: orhz...shi mehz...?mei you ying xiang...summore i bio ni for wat....dui ni mei you xing qu...at tat time should be qi bio ni lehz

he: shit u lar...no wonder lar...muz be all e way bio jeremy onli right...*c tis part he bully*

me: no lor...is he entertain me den i entertain back wat =x

-ended-

seriously i reali miss those daes...but watever izzit i gonna be strong and go on...anyway tis cuming 19th will be our 3mths le...dun reali look forward too...lols...BUT i knw i cant wait till 31st reach...

hee...tat all le...i am off to prepare...and meet jo...lalalalala...hee n i gonna be guai todae for no pub on fri n sat =]...i bet onli ou_xiang knw y...and roughly dumbell and maomao knw too...hee

back

2007-03-15T23:09:00.000+08:00

well...after ytd de midnght sms wif buddy_wx...he said sumting tat gan dong dao mi...and i realised tat wat he said is true...and seriously dere is no pt for mi MIA...as no matter wat...i still need find ways to solve e pros...MIA = avoid and drag even longer...so y do i bother do tat right...?

anyway ytd whole dae no slp...todae de 7am den reached hm...was late to meet xin-lian-xin go sentosa...so quick bath prepared den get moi ass off...reached 845am like tat...while we meet 8am...den lehz...slack at palawan all e way till 1plus 2pm ba...as bth sia...too tired till din reali spray de suntanning oil den falled zzz under e hot sun in result i am a red red lobster nw...like wan buddy_wx describe mi as...lols...

aftertat apart wif moi xin-lian-xin and i went chinatown took present frm buddy_wx den aftertat walked walked ard den pei him eat le...den he pei mi go bugis...reached bugis walked 4 to 5round...junction...till sianz so changed go town...ended up meet jo and wendy_ahma at town...after jo reached wx left...coz he gt ting to do...so we 3 gals continues our walk walk...i am totally dead shag...hee brought another flesh imp skirt...lols...den lehz...nth much le lor...aim 2tops frm blossom...but too bad tis mth pay gonna pay debt as in debt pay after moi mth end if can drag coz still need get "momo" tink for jacky_3/4pt and lene_laopo...hee...so paiseh to dumbell and laopo i gonna drga e debt...

ohya i gonnacomplaint buddy damn sux...due to i nt enough slp and sibei e shag he keep sia0 kian mi...wen we took train frm outram on e right...is go bugis...yet wen we in train le...i ask him ehhh nt sit another side mehz y is sit here...den he ans back...u tired till mad ahz...go another side is tiong baruh lehz u wanna go find him izzit said ya i cfm pei u de...-.-

den lehz reached town i tio ka again...ahma wanna go taka eat den i bring dem to tang i still can say dere reach le...dots sia...

den hor another ting happened at bugis wen alone walked walked wif buddy...i told him i wanna lessen pub lessen drink lessen smk lessen nitelife by 12am reach hm =x...den he said i daydream hafnt wakie...wtf sia...zzz

dor: faster cfm wen can meet >.<

anyway i going zzz le...too tired

mia

2007-03-14T00:44:00.000+08:00

haiz...life for tis yr izzit tat gd...tink gonna mia or wat soon ba...reali sick n tired of it...

anyway...i am looking forward for 31st...whereby i can c all moi missed ones...hope every single one of dem can go...esp laine...coz her parents are dots...anyway muiz try ur best kk...?cya real soon too...

hais i long time no shop also le >.<

sianz...thought i haf forgot abt him...but i am wrong...watever...haiz...pic dun change is human hu changed....tat dae saw sebas he reali changed lots

phew...

2007-03-11T20:43:00.000+08:00

w00tz...so long no blog le...as kinda busy nowadae...

k ba...next mi roughly tok abt tis one wk lor...

todae(sun): no out....frm 7am[coz msn wif dearz till 6am den on fone wif wx till abt 6plus going 7am]...wakie up 1plus pm

sat: no go wrk...slp at 6am overslept till 10pm...while i meet dumbell&co at 10plus pm at raffles and laopo&co at G2...

went G2 wif dumbell, fer_in law, yunns_xlx, andrea, laopo, mel and moi 3/4_pt...coz his flight is forward one dae earlier so he joined us =]

reached G2 saw many familiar faces while i long no c....gt ahseng coz beside moi table i still can mistaken at allan =x....den gt weizhong...lolz...still wan pua taiji wif mi...wahahahahahaz*peng*...den followed by mel came to find me...den hor sebas at dere too but we din tok or even juz a hi...totally like a stranger hu dunno each other...den lehz...saw emily and meijun[previous G2 and bottom up waitress] and of coz gina...ac joined us too at abt 12plus after he ended wrk...

kop 3 stirer frm dere...mel helped mi take de =p...after end G2...we went to eat bak gu tei but dun haf yunns and andrea lar...crapz alot wif ac even in cab...wif him ard he did brighten up moi dae juz like dumbell and ou_xiang...aftertat mi ac dumbell and in-law shared cab hm...while in cab kpkb where to go 1st ended up e driver said ladies 1st...haha...coz i stayed cck in e middle go where 1st also no different de...wahahahaaz...

*ohya moi mel is 2 different ppls...one melissa one melvin...

fri: went wrk...after wrk go hm...den at nitez den to cine watch midnight show wif moi adsd and moi xlx...den lehz mi n demon was fooling ard outside LJS enterance...juz like a clown of e centre attraction...

thurs: no go wrk...out wif jo and ou_xiang watch movie at PS...den lehz ou_xiang give wo present...lolz...nt present lar juz a small key chain for me...lolz...den lehz hang till earli nite...we apart...as usual gt ou_xiang ard wif mi sure walked one end to another de...aftertat he go meet nicholas n i jo continues go lucky plaza n get moi new hp...aftertat walked bk herren take pic... den abt 10pm...trained town vivo to meet dumbell and in-law...den hu knw while at e north east line i so sway saw nic and wx again...

slack n tok awhile at vivo den took last bus 188 hm...

wed: wrk and hm ba if no wrong...same go to tues n mon...

lalala...cant wait till 31st...celebrate laopo de belated bdae and jacky de earli one dae bdae...hahaz...den i can c many ppls tat i missed in e past...cant wait c dem sia

headache~

2007-03-07T16:06:00.000+08:00

haiz...right nw at hm....as go wrk halfdae onli....recently like keep sick esp for nw...bad headache...tink is becoz ytd nt enough zzz....onli 2hrs...

anyway 1stly b4 i blog abt todae....i wanna said sumting...

ac....wo ai ni....thx for everyting u did sia...as ur care and concern still nv drop since e dae i knw euuu...no wonder those kind of feeling is kinda hard to let go...watever izzit...thx alot...din reali knw u will take everyting tat serious while u din even heard moi story juz heard e word i tio slap on cny eve...reali touched by ur action...even more jing zhang den gy_korkor...n hor i even try stop him frm being harsh and listen to moi story but also stop bu liao...even to e extend of ask his bros help find on hu those ppls all tat...u even ans bk dem give euuu a gd reason y they touched me...luv ya tis word sia...thx for everyting seriously...compare to xxx u did more den a frenz should do....or i should say a buddy should do...?as all along i c u in moi eyes is more den e frenz...hahaz...so i wouldnt be suprised if ppls said i fall for ac...jk...but afterall u reali treat mi all along veri gd...juz like those dae u turn face coz i stead wif wc n hg....n over moi 3daes 2nite hospital ting...n nt forgetting abt moi ak ting...n lastly abt many many pros/38s we shared in e past...k ba....i stop moi blogging abt ac le....but thx real lots...reali seriously u did more den wat xxx did....*ohya sorry i knw i disappoint again on moi latest ak again*

2nd ting i wanna blog is...tok wif xxx on msn wen i reached hm todae 2plus am after meet ac n e whole grpz of lot ppls...haf sum attitude chat wif him...den i asked him y he called mi tat dae so many time...he told mi e reason y...and yet i was shocked he did worry and bother abt e ting n wanna called mi to confront...hahaz...but watever ba...maybe he juz worried but his luv also nt dere...hu knw...?anyway everyting is too late ba

3rd ting...sorry to euuu(i knw u wouldnt be reading tis)...but i dunno izzit i haf make e wrong choice...wen i saw ur sms...kinda worried for ya...n sumhow u seem to haf one more pro added to ya...but i told ya b4....pls makee different of luv and like...n of coz...if sumone reali like another sumone truely...he/she will accept his/her everyting...tink hao ba...but alwayz rem watever izzit i will alwayz be dere even nt in real i believed u knw i meant wat i said tooo...tc...miss ya...cya soon....lastly pls dun find neccesary pro added to urself....u knw...?dun alwayz wear a mask...i knw how tiring izzit...

anyway ytd wen nua at lot i saw reb_mama, tri, wx, yonghua and linzhe...and guess wat wx and june_aiai nw wrking tgt at jeanyip...

tat all ba...

gonna go back to moi msn tok tok wif lene_laopo

still luving euuu

2007-03-07T03:16:00.000+08:00

i am SUPER DUPER happy cant wait till blog moi story out...but den i guess i gonna wait till tml i ended wrk...as reached hm 2am...yet nw is 315pm...and i told jeremy i gonna slp so ended moi conversation...

lastly all e best for moi wishing on dumbell and maomao...n of coz e cuming newly wedding couple for zj & his dearz...

and e damn damn last is....i believed sumtime ting will be late....hee....

watever....shall stay tune wen i am back hm =]

happy~no wrk =x

2007-03-06T19:45:00.000+08:00

well...todae no wrk...wakie up at 9plus am lor...den pei mummy out out...tgt wif ahyi...hee...went cwp...mummy brought me a white bag =p aftertat abt 1plus 2pm went ahyi hse...den abt 2plus going 3pm leave ahyi's hse den i go lot meet laine_mui...hee...simply miss her lots...

eat eat tok tok slack slack...and of coz...i saw nic_di...hee...miss him lots...and still e same...saw ahsheng, nic they all...one by one...those quite closed to me de as in gt tok de even more den a hi-bye de lar...esp mi abt hg and moi ting again...zzz...is like already past so long le...yet they still ask...and di can even go to e extend said u still wif "sia0" tat guy ahz...zzz...is like wtf at least beta den TWL de ppls =x...no lar...as in TWl ppls are friendly but dun suit me if wanna be stead ba...i guess...after wc n hg ting...anyway tok abit wif gerald too...and ahjohn over his ak ting...coz ac help him put de...and ohya b4 tat while slacking outside LJS wif mui and ahsheng we saw another laine(ac's gf)....tok wif her abit too =]

anyway lot seem still e past but i can c tat each and everyone of dem changed sum even changed for e beta...waiting for di de probation finished =]...

tink tat all ba...as toking wif shalyn over zj's wedding ting too...and of coz in mind i knw hu to bring le...hee...tat all looking forward for lene_laopo bdae...coz i might be able to c all moi bitches and nt forgetting reb, wx, tri and grace!!! even jimmy...simply miss e past...every single one of dem...

lastly b4 i ended... ... ...

ELAINE GOH ZHEN YING U BO TAKE PIC WIF MI =[

and i miss jacky =[

G2 >.<

2007-03-05T21:02:00.000+08:00

arrr...i am so gien nw....time nw is 9pm...gw juz nw sms-ed me...as in few min ago...asking mi wan cum down enjoy bo...?since xy nt there...arrr i feel so gien to e extend of feel like going...zzz...BUT but BUTTTT...tml is tues >.< i gt wrk...is nt fri or sat...zzz...arrr...sianz lar...wahahahahaz...let pray tat fri or sat if i go down she nt here den can haf free drink n enjoyment too =x...kk i knw i am bad...jk...

tat all...lolz...juz blog for e fun of fa xie moi gien-ness...reali super duper gien ahhh...summore is G2 u knw...moi sia0 sia0z...moi 3rd hm...?hahaz...

i knw i am mad...zzz...miss dearz, miss ou_xiang, miss dumbell...simply long no c dem...esp those 2 guyz...hope everyting getting beta for dem...i miss dem...

finally...

2007-03-05T18:59:00.000+08:00

FINALLY!!!!...i gt back and rem moi password...for blogger and msn...which mean no need changed le...continues using e same msn...and of coz continues using tis link =]

anyway....entry for ytd...

haiz...sway...todae sick at hm...keep xie du zhi ...den worst i sianz format moi lappy due to previous gt sum pro...den yet nw...i forgot moi msn password & secret question....miss him lots...1wk 2daes no c him le =(...den i so hao qi y juz nw he called me too...haiz sianz ahhh...wen den can i go find him again...?no idea....haha juz nw in e earli morning b4 i am hm...i was at void desk toking wif sumone...den which made mi tink of i feel like getting marry too...wahahahahaz...but hu wan me sia ...den hor tat person told me...he/she (which i dun wan said hu here)...will be getting married soon by tis yr...so envy sia...all couple so loving can tgt den can married too...wahahhahahaz i nw i am mad...crapz tat all ba...

colour of a human

2007-03-04T17:11:00.000+08:00

1stly...i wanna nag!!!!!!!...as suddenly din expected and shocked to receive 2 missed called frm dearz...wen i am in e living rm >.<...arrr...juz a ten min different and i called his hse and his nephew said he out le =[...zzz...wonder y he called me =[...missed him real lots after e missed called frm him...

anyway...ytd(sat)...i realised dun wish blog anyting...but i knw i am real high tat dae in a short while...all thx to gw and dennis and of coz tgt wif keith & co...anyway ytd nt tat lar...hee...saw mel too =]...den lehz nth much lor...hee.. dennis tgt wen in train...lalalala...n nt forgetting tat long hair guy hu wrk at lucky plaza...saw him at cine too...well...ytd quite fun but din haf e chance joined laopo they all at MU...coz last dae mahz...

left bq abt 5plus am...den lehz cabbed to meet up wif sumone..tok wif e 2 of dem...till 6plus am...den aftertat sua to other place...tok till 8plus am...den slp at todae morning de 9plus am till 4plus pm wif e disturb of moi tat CUTEEE cousin again -.-

fri: william and mel joined go pub...one at bq one at tanjong...rejected both of dem in e end...and train down orchard den go OT complete moi arts...aftertat walked ard aimlessly wif moi closed ones...den lehz till 3plus am..?or watever shit as i knw i din c e time...den we took nr3 hm...they tonned at moi hse...w00tz it been long since i take nr...hahaz...den lehz reached hm...they lame and crapz ard...slp at 5plus am...din go wrk on sat...slp all e way till 2pm den wakie...bathed prepared and out again...lolz...

haiz...tat all le ba...seriously nw i haf seen man kinds of ppls of their true colours...anyway i miss jacky lots sia...and so does lene miss him too...right..?last but nt least i miss moi dearz jeremy super super lots...

raining...

2007-03-01T07:34:00.000+08:00

phew....coz of e rain i wakie up at 6plus am sms-ed dem said i gt sch =x...afternoon den go...coz i dun wan bring yu san n i reali nt enough zzz le...as recently keep pei ou_xiang till late...seriously tis 4daes continuously wif ou_xiang i din expected tat i will be out wif him till so late n juz we 2 waiting for dumbell end wrk also lar...tink back juz like those daes i wif jeremy...1wk 24hrs c him den 1wk c him everydae but no 24hrs aftertat 311206...is moi last dae c him and pei him...nw wan c n pei also hard...juz nw ou_xiang...nw after 4daes...muz dunno wait till wen den can c him too...ytd last dae out/meet wif ou_xiang le...den he said lots of touching words sia...hee...den also glad abt sumting he told mi regarded the true and closed ones de...den he also wonder wen den can we c each others again n wen will haf chance walked aimlessly at town...lolz...tink back...i also wonder wen can i c e real ou_xiang wifout a mask afterall ytd gt ke le they all...he is stil wearing a mask...guess onli wif *her(nt to be tat ming xian to prevent KPO) i can c e true ou_xiang wif no yi tai and xing xiang de =]...and i guess onli being wif the 2 of dem...is e real mean wen i reali luff like mad and tink back of those daes wen we 4 tgt...last show dumb dumb =x...familiar =p....but tis time norbit is abit funny wifout him but i still enjoyed wif both of moi true and closed one accompany...-shall stayed stong-

msg to tat her: i believed if u try ur best contact back...WE will be dere to c e real him alwayz....shall try ourself put him frm e dark as u should knw more den mi right...?den his life been more n more farkup...on personal ting, galz ting, and bro ting =]...but watever izzit i knw u still care and he did care...can c tat ytd e fone tok amg u both wen i wif him he is happy too...well i believed and waiting for another miracle by u both but y cant either one start to zhu dong...?y dun u...?since u let go him...but its ur choice...i juz givin a comments as i knw at times u like/love e person thought mean u haf to be wif him...but dun u tink being wif him is more xin fu den being so xing ku onli xin fu wen c him...?juz like e past 3daes wif him...i bet ytd u no c him u also sianz half right...?tio bo...?but watever izzit it ur choice and i believed in glt tat u will nv go coverup tio bo...?

msg to ou_xiang(although u wouldnt be c-ing tis): seriously tis 4daes continuously wif ya...its remind mi as those daes wif him...and i knw like wat u told mi i am tired but afterall it still worth n i also no go tink much tat y todae he off i also din nth n tis wk dun tink i going down find him...but den ou_xiang juz wanna tell u...like wat u said how u treat mi as and of coz stil keep in contact...so i wish to said also...no matter wat u are nw under moi true and real one...so i juz wanna tell u any pro like usual u still can tok/sms mi abt it...will still be dere for ya like how i used to be...bo pian wat ppl say wei le his bro i can like tat wei le him too...but rem wat u told mi...human tend to regret den cherish...nw gt sumone WHO IS REALI ALWAYZ DERE FOR U JUZ TAT U NO REALISE...reali hope one dae miracle will appeared...tc...

2007-02-28T03:34:00.000+08:00

sianz...ltr gt wrk...

tues: no wrk...meet out wif laine mui at 4plus going 5pm...den smk awhile den left...went town meet wendy_ahma, jo and julz_laogong...den ended up last min ou_xiang joined me =x...reali is continously since sun pei him all e way at town...

walked ard take pics...ke lian i ps ou_xiang...den lehz waited aimlessly at town for dumbell ended wrk...watched norbit 12plus am de...laughter like hell...dee sia0z ou_xiang too...after 4plus am each of us took a cab and cabbed hm...

haiz...hope ou_xiang will be fine...as i can onli c e true him wen wif dumbell...?

anyway juz gt hm nt long...haiz...hafnt bath yet saw dumbell de glt online den tok but tis was e outcum of it...

sorry nt to name out e person as i dun wish many ppls knw abt our ting esp sum KPO like dumbell should understand hu i mean...e sms u saw wen tgt wif mi and wx on tues nitez at town...

conversation for dumbell to c...on me and glt =x wif sum editted on name
☠ angelineee ☠ haha will u be fetching me on thurs frm wrk...? =x says (2:57 AM):
glt i so ke lian since sun i pei ou_xiang wrk all tat at town till late
..................................... says (2:57 AM):
oh
..................................... says (2:58 AM):
u no need work meh
☠ angelineee ☠ haha will u be fetching me on thurs frm wrk...? =x says (2:58 AM):
i mon and tues nt well so no wrk...bt ltr gt wrk
☠ angelineee ☠ haha will u be fetching me on thurs frm wrk...? =x says (2:59 AM):
thurs fetch me =x
..................................... says (2:59 AM):
i not free
..................................... says (2:59 AM):
i still going down work place
☠ angelineee ☠ haha will u be fetching me on thurs frm wrk...? =x says (2:59 AM):
ic...
☠ angelineee ☠ haha will u be fetching me on thurs frm wrk...? =x says (3:00 AM):
he todae last dae wrk le...
..................................... says (3:00 AM):
i noe
☠ angelineee ☠ haha will u be fetching me on thurs frm wrk...? =x says (3:01 AM):
ic...haha...finallly tis mean todae moi last dae pei him like mad =x
☠ angelineee ☠ haha will u be fetching me on thurs frm wrk...? =x says (3:01 AM):
btw u juz hm or..
..................................... says (3:01 AM):
work
..................................... says (3:01 AM):
i call him from work
☠ angelineee ☠ says (3:01 AM):
i knw he told mi...
☠ angelineee ☠ says (3:02 AM):
he say ur glt call
☠ angelineee ☠ says (3:03 AM):
btw hor u sun wrk wat time...
..................................... says (3:03 AM):
4 y
☠ angelineee ☠ says (3:03 AM):
ask lor☠ angelineee ☠ says (3:05 AM):
huh i mean den i can u again =x
☠ angelineee ☠ says (3:04 AM):
haha den i can c u =x....jk
..................................... says (3:04 AM):
huh

..................................... says (3:05 AM):
y leh
..................................... says (3:05 AM):
u no money liao
..................................... says (3:05 AM):
dun keep like tt come down find mi
☠ angelineee ☠ says (3:05 AM):
if i no money i wouldnt pei him since sun n cab to meet him n also cab at midnight frm town go hm le...lol
☠ angelineee ☠ says (3:06 AM):
haha nvm la i wan c u lar =x
☠ angelineee ☠ says (3:06 AM):
can mahz
..................................... says (3:07 AM):
dun wan lah
..................................... says (3:07 AM):
i next day work den u come i very rush
☠ angelineee ☠ says (3:08 AM):
k lor since u like tat say
☠ angelineee ☠ says (3:08 AM):
bt i wan can =x...as i knw tat dae i will be late hm also =x
☠ angelineee ☠ says (3:08 AM):
bt if dun wan den nvm
..................................... says (3:09 AM):
y u going home late
☠ angelineee ☠ says (3:10 AM):
coz b4 tat gt out
..................................... says (3:10 AM):
wif wu
..................................... says (3:10 AM):
den next day u no need work meh
☠ angelineee ☠ says (3:10 AM):
next dae is sun lehz
☠ angelineee ☠ says (3:10 AM):
where gt wrk
☠ angelineee ☠ says (3:11 AM):
tat y i say i wan to find euuu lar
..................................... says (3:11 AM):
den is sat lah
..................................... says (3:11 AM):
i work until 4 am
..................................... says (3:11 AM):
den sun i work 4 pm
☠ angelineee ☠ says (3:11 AM):
i mean sat go find ya after u end wrk
..................................... says (3:12 AM):
ya lah
..................................... says (3:12 AM):
but i end work at 4
..................................... says (3:12 AM):
reach home is going 5 liao
☠ angelineee ☠ says (3:12 AM):
bt i after 3or4am den free =x
..................................... says (3:12 AM):
den u straight go home lah
☠ angelineee ☠ says (3:13 AM):
i wan meet u >.<
..................................... says (3:13 AM):
other days lah
☠ angelineee ☠ says (3:13 AM):
k ba nvm lor
☠ angelineee ☠ says (3:14 AM):
bt like no different even i wan go find u i also fri or sat free =x
☠ angelineee ☠ says (3:18 AM):
can i =x bt if reali cant nvm i dun wan ltr i said till u nt happy

conversation ended wif his no reply...nvm ba like moi past few daes de meet up wif ou_xiang...he asked mi ant i tired...?moi reply is i am...but nvm let ting be nature and dun take it tat much to heart ba...plus i knw he care...he keep ask mi dun go drink le dun cab to his dere le....as real ex...but haiz i dunno...if dun drink wat can i do...?drinking make mi happy den anyhow tink unless tat dae i gt program...den as for waste money i knw ex but is worth...but seriously i knw dearz SUPER dun like mi anyhow spent...and dun like mi everywk drink....guess i will cut down too...haiz...maybe juz out movie or chilled...

ANYWAY TO A CERTAIN PPL...DUN WORRIED WATEVER IZZIT U JUZ WANNA KNW...?CARE OR CONCERN....E PERSON NT JEREMY I AND JEREMY IS FINE...DUN WORRY...AND AS FOR EUUU...QI AND WX...I GUESS EVEN THEY TGT ANOT IS THEIR BUSINESS RIGHT...?OR EVEN THEIR KNW WAT THEIR HEARTS WAN...AS I KNW ALL THEY WAN IS EACH OTHER BE HAPPY...right...?eventhough they are nt tgt...

but neverless moi closed and true ones...dun worried abt me...like i said before i will be strong on tat incident on me ou_xiang, glt and nic it made mi be strong le....

phew...

2007-02-27T00:39:00.000+08:00

hee...right nw tis time i still blogging...reason juz bath hao =x

2602(mon): happy bdae to yunns...

go wrk awhile den go hm le...nua all e way...tok tok wif fer and dumbell...den halfway moi ou_xiang called...pei him out wrk...omg...i cabbed to bp fetched him...den aftertat planned go town den he gt ting to so pei him to wld...den after wld we go admarilty*watever e spelling*...stupid dumbell called n she kpkb wif ou_xiang while i having 2nd-line wif yexiang sia =x...den ou_xiang said i hong...zzz...den aftertat we go tpy den aftertat FINALLY we proceed to town....lighted at orchard...den go wisma...den lehz go cine eat eat all tat(ou_xiang like hungry ghost or should i said no eat b4 sg food)...too tired walked too...den hor ou_xiang saw his frenz den he ps me >.< ended up i go wif dumbell and fer coz i meet dem after yunns's bdae celebration as i no go...

den lehz left at abt 1130pm...took 190 hm wif andrew and his cousin hu i keep forgot her name...zzz...todae i haf pro in calling ppls name =x...den while take 300 hm i saw many familiar faces shall nt named out =p

2502(sun): supposed meet ahgal but den ou_xiang called me say he no mood so i pei him out lor...sorry ahgal...bathed and prepared...cabbed to ps meet ou_xiang...zzz we frm ps walk to hmv den frm hmv walked bk ps den aftertat walked to paragon find dumbell...den aftertat walked to cine...den go back paragon again meet dumbell...coz she ended wrk at 10pm...-tok lots wif ou_xiang over many ting-...aftertat we walked again to orchard ctrl to meet up wif dumbell...dots sia...macham bai chi walked ard town =x...but we enjoyed =]...den aftertat we slack dere awhile den proceeded to clementi mac pei ou_xiang...fer joined us...lolz...abt 1am like tat ou_xiang left...den we continues sit sit den cabbed hm...till i reached hm 2plus am =x...

w00...tis 2daes reali wei le ou_xiang i xi sheng sia...hu asked him used tis wrd on me...since u wan wei le moi bro jeremy xi sheng de wei le mi also lar...zzz...anyway quite disappointed and worried over sumone...haiz wonder y he like tat...?wonder wat happened...?ended he did a full bodyart on his back worst till pi gu also...haiz...worried for ya sia...guess its time i should find ya haf face to face tok le...

last but nt least...tml opps i mean ltr on after wrk gonna meet sum of moi dearest kkz =]...hee so cant pei ou_xiang le...as he ask mi pei him b4 he gonna start wrk le...but i cant...sorry ou_xiang coz i meet dem in advance le...paiseh wor...but no matter wat moi word for ya is still dere...juz a call or msg i be dere for ya =]...

long entry cum bored

2007-02-25T15:00:00.000+08:00

sianz....1stly i wan NAGGG...my one wk leave will be over soon -.-...zzz...yet i hafnt meet out wif dor, reb & co, laine and nt forgetting moi kks...

anyway i frm17th off till 26th lorz...den lehz nt much happened actually juz tat abit interesting tis yr...due to i din go bai nian accept chu yi...and while onli...ended up tis one wk moi money is out den in =x

ok crapz...frm e latest...

todae(sun): time nw 147pm...meeting peipei_ahgal ltr as she smsed mi...bt nt going jb lar...she mad de ask mi go jb...tired as ytd abt 6am den zzz...sianz tml start wrk le

2402(sat): reached hm eat hao 6am...zzz till 2plus pm...nua at hm till 10pm den out...meet yunns & fer eat eat tok tok...den saw guiyong_korkor, jen & junjie they all...gy told mi sumting...den i told him back sumting too....he shocked n keep ask ask ask =] aftertat we proceeded to yh_sis's hse...den lehz watched tv....den nt long ltr clive & his frenz joined us...so we played "21dian"...den lost abt $7....zzz...den aftertat stopped and slacked awhile...den go ssp eat again...till abt 4am...yunns & fer came moi hse...tok tok...den they left at 6am...karen last dae at G2 but sad i din go over =[

[story of e dae lost money = money out]

2302(fri): HAPPY BDAE TO CHERYL...one of e waitress in G2

meet qi at dearz dere den pei mi go check-up late one hr =x...

was at G2 too...coz yunns de pre-earli bdae...well...total drink we opened plus our previous balance 2 and a half bottle...miracle appeared i drink less den 5 cups =]...due to kinda fan gan wif drink...ltr u guyz will knw y...hee...den lehz gt sumting happened...den one is i told yh_sis coz he dere too...den he help mi solve...den another ting is over dabo keep ask no frm winnie den lene_laopo ask mi help...lolz...den lehz...kinda nt happy wif tat dae happened de ting...sat at bar counter for long...den tok abt sumting again tgt wif xiaoyou and guowei...den stupid gw and paul keep suan mi abt waiting bar de ting...aftertat gw jio mi blow frm martell count of 5...i was like dots dun wan lar...i reali scare drink le...den nvm onli one cup half half wif him...

aftertat went back moi table....tat stupid dennis jio mi drink...den pei him drink...ass lor...c mi keep bully mi...starting bang onto mi den block moi ways all tat...BUT neverless i gt 2 hugs frm him =x...which i moiself din expected tis will happened...

mel wanna cum down ended up i ask him nt too....ohya tat dae tok lots wif e waitess dere like cheryl and karen realised manyting...

aftertat mi qi & her hu tgt wif fer walked to lao ba sat...den lehz aftertat cabbed bk...they sent mi to dearz hse....still earli....4am reached dere so ended up waited for dearz wen on fone wif fer...once dearz reached told him nic call...and e story i lied...lolz...den tok awhile n cabbed back hm....while dearz went hm dun wan mafan go his hse slp...

[story of e dae money out MORE...cab drink n doc free_$132]

2202(thurs): meet lene in e afternoon...go airport...sent jacky off....*miss him*...aftertat meet fer & yunns at 6plus pm...?bugis....aftertat walked ard crapz ard...brought many ting...den lehz abt 10plus 11pm took train hm tgt wif dumbell coz we meet her at raffles back tgt as she juz ended wrk...

meet ken_korz at cck den lehz go hm tgt....at moi blk downstair tok tok n sent song...till abt 12am mel called...ask mi wanna go down bq find him mahz...den i said ok...den bath and prepared hao...den realised left wif $20 so din go find him[plus reali sick of drink]...ended up i cabbed down find dearz at 2am he reached...solve sum pro...tok abt 1hr under his blk...he choosed believed nic...but i proved him wrong by looking at sum inbox msg...den aftertat go up his hse...tok n crapz again like how we used to...stayed overnight at his hse...but slept at 4plus am...

[story of e dae money out]

2102(wed): out wif mum...go shopping...no planning out real tired seriously...ended up alvin_korz called said meet dem...abt 10plus 11pm...they cum fetch me...watched 2am de twins mission at cine...by right wanna go pub but i rejected coz reali sick of drink le...after e show cabbed to dearz dere din meet him...meet nic at 5am...den awhile left...sms-ed wif nic while in cab den saw sum msg ended up jitao called dearz n disturb him wakie at 6am n ask him izzit true on tat...

[story of e dae money onli out $20]

2002(tues): no idea where i go...but late evening...cabbed to wc fetch jacky den go town find lene_laopo for movie...watched ghost rider...den after watch hao cabbed hm =]

[story of e dae...money out real Lots]

1902(mon-chu er): reached hm slept at 7am wakie at 8pm...meet fer at 11pm like tat at je..go sentosa dere de pub...wah lao a...tat e part tat make mi real scare of drink le...ws & his frenz pour de drink is all nick...den imagine i drink till like real hell...cant vomitted ended up next time wakie vomitted 7x at a go...win sum money too =]

[story of e dae money in den out abit too]

1802(sun-chu yi): go grandma hse....den slacked as usual all of u de chu yi will be same so will nt tok more...den lehz gamble abit...win money...den lefted at 4pm wif all moi cousin...go watch law by law...den lehz aftertat abt 7plus mi and dumbell meet yunns & fer go ms..den aftertat we slacked till morning...forgot time...

[story of e dae money in total $200 nt left nth even moi pay also gone]

1902(sat-cny eve): stayed at dumbell hse DUE TO SUMTING FARKUP HAPPENED TO MI at 4plus to 5am[let mi knw hu is e TRUE and REAL ones]...den aftertat pei her do last min shopping at ms...den tok tok wif minmin & meiqian...den lefted for hm prepare den out to forgot where...

1802(fri): wrk den hm....dinner at juan_cousin's hse for steamboat ate real ABIT...den last min wif moi lock cork dressing went G2 drink wif dumbell yunns and fer...coz last min cfm mahz =x...ohya meeing dem i cabbed back cck meet lwx...den aftertat take train fer joined us...den sent him back chinatown den we go bq

woohoo

2007-02-24T16:44:00.000+08:00

wahahahahahaz....i am reali super happy....mad over sumone and of coz luving moi jeremy more and more le...lolz...

will be back to update soon ok...?a super long entry i promise...latest by sun...

specially for todae entry on 5am to 7am

2007-02-22T14:47:00.000+08:00

i am sorry....a big sorry to the both of u....and sorry for e another u for nt having much trust in u...but watever izzit i am reali sorry...i still believe u afterall...sorry for watever e outcum u wish to choose nw...

as for ur tat him sumhow his msg is we dun contact le...den as for moi him...i still waiting for ur decision....i am sorry for everyting...juz due to at 1st i choosed believe tat bastard words...but i believed tat u both will tink tat i am trying u break u 3 ups during e tok right...?watever if reali in tis case den moi fault...

I AM SORRY...

small update

2007-02-15T10:09:00.000+08:00

ehhh...todae no go wrk...in fact wanna go reached clementi at 830am den u-turn back...

juz back hao moi whole rm...reali is a sin...throw away so many clothes and bags sum even no wear/used before...zzz...tink back if dun anyhow buy i wouldnt be broke like nw =x

anyway a proper detail abt ytd...

-ended wrk go cine meet xin-lian-xin and e rest...(in expected laosu dere too)

-aftertat reached dere e moment being asked take PICS here and there...as if no cum before cine =x

- after take hao TONS of pics le...all go seprate ways =x *xian shi hor...but i macham ou_xiang all wan take pics wif mi =x esp e moments i reached =p even gt e hugz frm maomao

-walked to herren take pic wif e xin-lian-xin...(saw hx)

-take hao pic le...yunns left go meet her silly...lolz..

-aftertat we 3 continues go walked walked shop shop....saw sumting i love frm topshop another ting added to wishlist -wink-

-ohya den at topshop saw jeannie apporached her lolz...

-aftertat walkwalk ard...

-along taka dere saw ningjie and co

-stopped at fareast eat

-full of crapz n lame by me and maomao esp maomao*stupid her*

den aftertat hm sweet hm...ohya b4 tat in train mi n maomao suddenly so paikia too =x...wahahahaha...n maomao n dumbell was mad over moi "baby"...lolz..

kkz tat all le...go watch tv awhile den ltr going meet laine_mui for lunch at lot b4 she go for wrk =]

lastly...

<3-ing jeremy wif no regret...

happy valentine...

2007-02-14T23:46:00.000+08:00

well...1stly i am nt sad tat i haf it alone...coz i still haf all moi dearest dere for me...eventhought j is e 1st stead tat i am still tgt on val....hahaz...maybe no fate ba...coz moi longest relation is vin...so of coz for val he is dere for mi...but tis time j cant...but i understand he gt wrk so nvm...

anyway tis wk cant c j too...coz cny juz nice on sun so dun planned ton...so cant find him...den next wk nt tat sure too...lolz...

anyway....todae took super lots of pics...even lots of moi own zi-lian wen in dad's car...but well nt going upload all...as in coz no space in friendster den lazy upload blog...so bo pian lar...too bad...summmore it for mi to c nt for u all...hahaz...

tat all le ba...mum kpkb mi do ting le...so gonna stop here le...

ohya b4 tat on msn wif magr...den i so called said luv dem y no me...ended up she put luv angeline to e bits =] hee...den lehz ohya juz nw at wisma topshop saw jeannie...omg...she cut her hair short...reali she de alot...

e d i t t e d

2007-02-13T22:22:00.000+08:00

until todae...i realised wen u reali need help or wat...e one dere is nt ur family...although ppls tend to say family will nv leave u alone...but maybe i should said to u ppls...it true but to mi sway ba...*watever ba*

looking forward to tml...

HAPPY ADVANCE BDAE TO KIT TOO...WHOSE'S BDAE FALLED ON 14FEB WHICH MADE HIM A 21ST BDAE BABY TOO...KIT....HAPPY BDAE...I MISS U =)...LAST C U IS TAT TIME AT FAR EAST U TIS DUMBASS KNNOCKED ONTO ME...

arrr stupid ass..moi ou_xiang is MAD!!!!...tat dumdass is real mad....!!!helping his frenz take moi no....lolz...wat e different....?wif e story at cloud 9...?SO I SIMPLY REJECTED AND SAID ARE U MAD!!!HELPING UR FRENZ GET MOI NO...?WHILE J'S UR BRO....OF COZ NO LAR...AT CLOUD 9 I ALREDY GIVE U KAN LE...LOLZ...

world is changing...everyone MAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

...

2007-02-13T18:58:00.000+08:00

well....realised many tings afterall ytd tat long fone tok wif moi ou_xiang...hope he will be fine soon as i knw wat he need is time...ou_xiang although u might nt c tis...but i told ya b4...once u stress or gt pro...we(u knw hu i mean) will be dere for ya =]

happy 22th bdae to moi alvin korkor hu is nw nt in sg...due to ns =( cant wait for him back...or should i said cant wait for him bring moi alcholo back =x...lolz...

anyway...tml val le...looking forward for it...althought deerz cant be dere for mi but i gt moi xin-lian-xin...

hee...tat all baa....

laopo: dun tink much...as i am sure nw she wished u be strong too...so try ur best stayed strong n rem dun skip meal...ai ni...will alwayz be dere for ya...4to5yrs...? of even more de sistership forever be dere n nv ending...tc...

broke like hell

2007-02-12T21:54:00.000+08:00

well...i am real broke nw...seriously and i mean it...

anyway tink on me and xxx were ok...and i believed we will be even stronger and closer...right...?

anyway juz hang wif moi ou_xiang after more den 35min de tok called by him...wif juz one sms by me and he called...-.-...coz he need go wrk le....so ask mi called back 5min ltr...but dun tink i will call =x...b4 tat meet laine and jiande...bth dem fight over moi fone for song...once again...jd sent xian zai hen xiang kan jian ni...lolz...indeed a nice song....*thx sebas*...lolz...

anyway since sat nite de partyworld at bq...i am deeply in love wif e song ever since my ou_xiang sing tat...ahhh....even my bye bye ring tone is tat song le...soon i will change blog msg/call tone tto tat le...reali a nice song...dang wo zhi dao ni men xiang ai...anyway tok abt tis i wonder how ou_xiang le...din ask too...nvm gt time den ask how is he le...

anyway cant wait for wed...which is valentine...pass dumbell her present...lolz...bo pian deerz nt free for mi too...

zzz i wan v3i tooo =(

ahhhh....i free frm 18th to 26th sia...hu wan book mi sia...zzz

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2007-02-11T21:31:00.000+08:00

no longer using 96277*** le....

if wan moi new no contact mi by msn, friendster or blog ba...

nthiseverlasting...?

2007-02-11T18:07:00.000+08:00

well...recently...super duper busy like i said...and i also wouldnt blog much in detail...esp frm fri to sat...is a terrible, horrible daes to haf...seriously...misunderstand, worried, trust, cried, e word of bro, sis or closer ones...?seriously everyting is extermly CMI lar...for fri till sat...haiz...hope everyting will be fine soon after e rain...and back to normal...

frm e latest:
sun: juz reached hm at 6pm...nt going out le...anyway...as wat i promised deerz...as he kinda angry abt it...wakie up at 4pm...den he go prepared for wrk...and we both go different ways wen we left his doorstep...

sat: meet dumbell...tok over sumting face to face...aftertat meet reb, wx, tri and zr awhile...eat eat tok tok...den saw hua...den abit wif him too...den mi n dumbell went bk lot find ac...

took last train to n fro fro n to...ended up alight at je again...cabbed down bq partyworld...intend to go G2 but due to our dressing mai lar i paiseh =x...den lehz...meet up wif "ou xiang" and his frenz...sing n drink till 4am...cabbed wif dumbell i go find deerz she go hm...?

cold war started...deerz said: thought i ask ya dun out n drink le...den no tok all e way till morning...

fri: town wif my "xin lian xin"...den lehz aftertat go chinatown meet "ou xiang" and his frenz...walked to bq...went G2....-pro happened- after G2 all go their ways i went to find deerz again as shared cab wif alex which is one of their bro...aftertat tat meet le deerz...rushed down find "ou xiang"-skipped everyting- den aftertat we cabbed to chinatown dere de s11 and eat...abt 6am pei "ou xiang"walked hm...den mi n deerz cabbed hm...-sumting happened...ended up i am back at moi hse at 9am- *sorry ac & elaine for u noe i noe...tat i do ting till nt sui*

thurs: bugis and town...infront since tues or wed we e "xin lian xin" haf been hanged town n bugis...esp bugis...even keep c adrian till he said we so tiong xim =x...anyway thurs i forgot wat ting le...tink mi dumbell and fer go do our mimi again...?watever forget...

tink i end here ba...as juz reached hm at 6pm...wan bath n eat...super duper hungry...haiz...mood izzit tat gd...

msg to "u": hope everyting will be like normal...i believed wat everyting it will nv breaks us up right...?like those daes we did haf mia or watever...ended up we managed to be like b4...hope tis time too...althought tat dae i didnt acc u...but i did worry for ya...hope u understand...anyway waiting for sumone gt no one...if it is worth like wat u put at xxx...den y nt...?right...?tc....i miss n love u...sorry for everyting....seriously tat dae i feel sux...it like wtf i reali in a mess of hu to console...haiz...

msg to "ou xiang": although i knw u will nt haf a chance read but i juz type...u too dun tink much...watever izzit like i told ya b4...no matter wat happened...e 3 of us...u noe hu i mean la hor...will try our veri best be dere for ya...and sorry for ytd mood nt gd so dun haf e feel to drink n sing...sorry...ended up i onli drink one cup of martell...and of coz...cheer up...no matter how gals are to u...alwayz rem...she cfm will nt be like tat n i believe she can even be beta den how i treated/waited for j...it true...

busy

2007-02-09T01:13:00.000+08:00

juz reached hm....

no update...totally SUPER DUPER BUSY daes recently...will try moi best update earlier by sun

wif no regret

2007-02-07T23:54:00.000+08:00

well...after wrk meet dumbell...fer joined us...den lehz go bugis shopped for fer's clothes...den aftertat go town...den we go for our MIMI...den fer joined us for our MIMI too...but galz...we nt going to haf any regret right...no matter wat the OUTCUM RIGHT...?AND NO MATTER WAT XIN-LIAN-XIN FOR US...lingz-qii-r0ng-yunns

reached hm tok wif reb_mama online...yet she told mi tat dumdumb wanxiang say cfm mahz angeline cut short hair...den after c le pic or wat her reply is where gt different...zzz...stupid her...while i cut kinda short le -.-...wan cut botak den c e different izzit =x...

anyway nth much lor...as tis few daes i guess i will c moi dumbell n fer everyting esp dumbell...she book mi all e way to 10th...as on e 10th we gt out mimi again =x...lolz...

LENE_LAOPO...WAITING TO JIO GO G2 AGAIN...BUT NO PS TIS TIME PLZ...!!!

tink tat all ba i wan go slp le...onli slp 3hrs ytd....

ohya msg to reb_mama...free ask all meet up...reali miss every single one of dem sumhow even e guyz...miss those daes at csc

a fine dae bt turn out different after 1am

2007-02-07T01:51:00.000+08:00

dun ask mi wat happened on tues...thx

e d i t t e d - for sun de post

2007-02-05T01:02:00.000+08:00

phew...reached hm 12am like tat...

hmmm...on sun ahz...meet my satan_ahgal pei her go dye, highlight plus cut till sibei and SUPER duper de long lor...ended up i no wait =x...i joined dumbell, fer and yunns they all...since they at town...

hee...todae mi n fer walked e whole ORCHARD de branded goods esp LV...dun sia0 sia0z sia =x...lolz..

ehhh nth much to blog ba...juz intro dem 2 songs...by sebas intro mi de...dumbell listened to cried...stupid galz...cheer up...hee...and hor...nth much le...dunno wat to blog also...tml gt wrk sianz...yet still need rush mth end report sia...haiz...*stress*

no money more stress...DUMBELL listen up...I NEED U YANG MI 1ST LE!!!

TAT ALL BA...as back to moi msn...coz toking wif dumbell, fer n anthony...

wishlist updated =x...gt ppl wan grand moi wish...?

new layout

2007-02-04T14:37:00.000+08:00

hee....meeting ahgal soon...and i gonna be late so juz a fast blog b4 i off to bath...

zzz...wakie up 10plus am...maybe coz ytd too earli slp le as SAT nitez lehz yet i at hm =( den hor...i am happy right nw...hee...while start to blogging tat time...i saw deerz online =x...ended up we msn...hahaz...

ohya changed to a new layout(hope u all can read e font on top and below e bar...if cant...try use unicode go encoding dere and find =x....den hor....todae morning nth to watch youtube on 微笑Pasta till i watch n cried n luff...wahahahahaz...reali a nice show...den mama said i sia0z too tou lu wif e show le...

k ba i end here le...as gonna ba real late le...and hor...i also tol him dun tok le...as going be late meet ahgal le...hee...

hahaz...stupid conversation b4 he dc and i go bath...zzz...his msn pic so COOL even dumbell also said

pardon me for moi lamest...

editted

2007-02-04T00:30:00.000+08:00

arrr....pardon mi for moi vargar...i reali cant stand le lar...todae sat lehz...omg miss pub miss drink...miss happening =x...jeremy yeo zhe ming lar...i knw becoz of e pain u dun wan mi go pub for todae...BUT!!!!!!!!!!! sat lehz...while everyone is out enjoying...fark fark fark...watever...since 4plus pm i am nagging till nw...even ma cant stand...i am sick of moi sms, msn, fone call all asking mi out...pcb...i even no out till e extend gy_korz deliver crig up to moi doorstep...pcb sia...sianz sianz sian...sleeping soon...rather den i keep kpkb here...

dumbell rem our june trip...

JEALOUS LAR =x

2007-02-03T17:58:00.000+08:00

stupid dumbell...u knw wat u did lar...nbpcb =x...lolz...jk...hahaz...i miss HIM but no pic take...zzz...

ohya....sorry for ac(although u wouldnt be c-ing tis)...paiseh for ytd de planning abit sux...kinda gt sum ps dere n there...but i knw wei le those ps we all no mood till we all make ourseld HIGH but playing dice right...?

den another sorry for yunns, fer and dumbell for ps u galz....reali sorry...and fer happy for ya...rem ur msg at G2...keep it up...ai ni

ok back to real blogging time...1st pic all uploaded in friendster wif no edit coz trial over le

todae: reached hm 4plus pm...coz stayed at deerz's hse...den he gt wrk at 4pm...hee...i saw e letter tat dae i passed him de n e perfume =)

anyway dearz pei mi to ctrl lor and left wif a muackz to mi...hee =x...den ended wif ~~TODAE NO DRINK AND OUT FOR YA~~...wtf todae sat lehz...!!!for e 1st time i will be at hm...i msg-ed mummy she agreed wif deerz too...coz i in pain since ytd even till nw...mummy ask mi go hospital check up suan le...haiz...

WHICH MEAN TODAE THE GUAI MI WILL NT BE OUT...SAT NITE...FOR E 1ST TIME NO OUT NO DRINK N NO SMK...COZ PPL HU KNW MI KNW I DUN SMK AT HM AND TO E EXTEND I ALSO LAZY GO OUT SMK DEN CUM BK HM AGAIN DE!!! PLUS NO MORE CRIG LE...waiting for gy_korkor later cum moi hse pass mi yi tiao

ppls out dere mai sia0z sia0z hu said i FRI/SAT WOULDNT AT HM DE AND WOULDNT HAF E DAE OF NO GO PUB =x esp lene u knw la...u farker...shit u man....STUPID LAR...Y I SO LISTEN TO J

anyway ytd(fri): after wrk go hm...den lehz changed bathe nua awhile at hm...meet laopo n melissa at ct at abt 10pm...cabbed to G2...ohya b4 tat ac pei mi take train...but he going over fetch elaine...

den lehz reached bq...nt long dumbell reaching so go fetch her...den lehz...nt long fer and yunns reached too...go fetch dem again(coz they wan gave dumbell surprise)...tired u knw walked here and there to raffles ctrl...and stupid LWX dun wan cum =(...

den fetched fer and yunns de shi hou...ac and elaine reached de... den everyone treat mi like a waitress dere again!!! esp ac =(

infacts quite enjoying....den lehz...one by one ps...till ac n moi mood totally nt gd esp ac...and we gt real HIGH wen play dice...till "nick" all tat also drink for juz mi n ac la....den e ac keep pian all of us too...den hor ac n dumbell sing fang sheng to mi den i suddenly tears wan cum out den i ctrl back....wahahahahahaz...den lehz....aftertat we go eat eat le...saw ys =x...den ac go other place den e rest of us go deerz hse downstair surprised him...deerz pei dem tok awhile all tat den aftertat i ps dem i go deerz's hse stayed...den overslept too tired...coz ytd he cook for mi...till 6am zzz...den while 7plus 8 need wakie ended up overslept...while b4 tat i even planned wif deerz ask him pei mi go wrk den he go hm while long no pei mi to wrk le

tat all ba i guess coz i dunno wat to blog as nw busy enjoying moi 1st meal for todae KFC -.-

ohya last but nt least....fer commented i am back to moi shu-nu hairstyle...hee...welll...i am a shu-nu afterall =x...den laine_mui say i cute zzz...den sum say ok...sum say ahgong...den hor e stupid farker dumbell said i like xmm...knnns...HELLO ytd help u buy crig no get check ok...f u man...and hor...todae left deerz hse tgt wif him...he said to mi...tink i stupid ahz...said u dye black while nw so purple =x...hee coz i light dark purple for whole head onli gt light n in e sun can c =x...wahahahaha and melissa commented on moi jiu liang i shy lar =x...jk...

i am bored la....sat nite at hm can do wat....JEREMY YEO U SUX LAR ask mi at hm =x...but i knw u cared tat y =x...hahaz...finally ytd gt ur nite kiss n hugz n of coz gd bye kiss....wahahahaha...e feeling of last time...lolz...i am mad lar...bo pian lar...wen cum to j i am alwayz mad de...

~byebye

mini-shopping...?

2007-02-01T23:37:00.000+08:00

well...todae meet ahma for a mini-shopping...and moi mini reali ~~MINI~~ till i overspent...dan dan at far east i shop le super super lots...den ahma left satan_ahgal joined mi...hee...den walked walked c c...

hee...gt blossomz de membership card too...

just todae...

190 on moi hair (dye, highlight, cut short)
150 on debt to return ppl (lene, devil_dumbell, ahxiong)
73 on clinique foundation
abt 85 for 3 blossomz JUZ tops onli for cny =x
abt 40 for one box of lens + eye drop for lens de

tink tat all le ba...reali sinful while sun going shop wif satan_ahgal AGAIN!!! tink i will cut down le...

ohya tink wouldnt blog till sun i am bk...

as tml going G2 again...wif melissa, laopo, ac and cousin ba...

den sat after wrk going out wif wrk frenz

den sun going meet moi satan_ahgal...hahaz

*pack

tat all ba...i go eat med den slp le...

~nitez...missing him

ohya pic of moi new hair is being requested by laopo n laine_mui (c i so wei da)to post up for e sake of dem i take pic too =(...but e colour cant be since too coz is dark purple n also my cam sux no flashlight all tat...muz understand...summore wif no edit too den can c e UGLY me =( but bear mi for e ugly pic as once zi-lian i keep zi-lian le =x

one of my fav pic *shy sia..realise can c moi lappy wallpaper gt dumbell n deerz

another one of moi fav pic

sick

2007-02-01T16:07:00.000+08:00

haiz...todae mc...reached queentown den u-turn back...coz ytd nite many cang pain till todae...

hee...juz gt bk hm...cut moi hair TOTALLY till real short...lolz...and nt e type i reali wan...reason: hair still nt tat long...nvm...watever...

msg to dumbell: afterall e worried u made for us...is worth anot is up to u...but like i said no matter wat i respect ur choice so i juz keep QUITE and listen...

msg to satan: dun tink much nt ur fault...u are simply worried for her juz like mi too =)

full of how how how

2007-01-31T22:06:00.000+08:00

juz bk frm meet laine...b4 tat at lot eat le...den bring small cousin go find ac...den tok abt many ting...

msg to laopo: u sux reply ac mai reply me =(

arrr...i wan LEAD A ~~HEALTHY~~ LIFESTYLE =X...ESP EVERY FRI AND SAT...HOW HOW HOW...? CAN I =X...AND NW I SEEM SO ~~fat~~ ...time to diet

ohya i nw in mind gt 2 hairstyles how how how...?but cfm my finges will cut back super slant again...

1st style: the back is slant...den mean one end is short another is long la..

2nd style: the black right inside is long outside is short..

how how how...?which to choose i wan unique lar...but dunno if my length suit anot

lalala...tml meeting ahma for a mini-shopping at bugis and i meant it is REAL MINI!!! as it a last min decision for mi to ask her for a meet up too...coz cant wait till sun for BIG shopping wif ahgal...

dots miss my k800i wen i start sms wif dumbell =x

editted

2007-01-30T22:09:00.000+08:00

juz to inform everyone of u....i will be having off from 18th to 26th....starting wrk on 26th...coz by right is 24th...but den....nvm lar...e most 3daes pay fly...coz new yr mood ask mi wrk...impossible i rather at hm zzz...but hope can c c deerz during moi 18th to 26th...haiz...can i doubt so...yet 19th our 2mths...but nvm...i understand he wrking...

muz take note
i off
18th to 26th =x

happy me

2007-01-30T20:42:00.000+08:00

hee...todae 5min b4 moi break ended...i was on fone wif dumbell while smking...happy for her tat she is xin fu nw...well...SG WEN ZI ~~BIG~~ HOR!!! =x....wahahahahaz...

anyway tis few daes mood nt bad...coz haf sum stupid n lame tok wif moi dearrrz jeremy...lolz...dumbell should knw half half abt wat =x...lolz...

anyway another happy ting...PAY DAE IS HERE!!!....lolz...can shop le...can clear moi debt le...and WHOEVER ELSE other den laopo and dumbell i own money de ahz...?ohya moi stupid dearrrz own mi money too =x...wahahahaha but nvm...dumbell knw y =x

anyway...i am real bored la...cant wait till sun go dye, cut, highlight, shop wif moi ahgal la...zzz...

anyway tis val i will be lonely la =(...dearz wrking...haiz...nvm...

bored bored bored...kop surveys frm friendster n do...

suvey by xtc
1. Story behind your friendster song?
- no song lehz

2. What month were you born in?
- aug

3. Where do you live?
- cck

D E S C R I B E Y O U R
4. Wallet
renoma *couple wallet wif dumbell

5. Dream car?
skyline

6. Toothbrush?
purple and white

7. Jewelry worn daily?
moi sk braclet, moi sk necklace, toering and sum of moi earholes

8. Pillow Case
blue at times p00h

9. Eyes
black white =x

10.What's your favorite color?
purple black n nt forgetting blue

1. What was your favorite [original]power ranger color?
-.- p00h can...?

12. Cologne/Perfume:
perfume

13. CD in stereo:
none

14. Piercings:
8

W H A T A R E Y O U
15. Wearing:
tee and ite pe shorts =x

16. Thinking:
y sun so long =(

17. Wanting:
marry wif dear faster =x...wahahaha i am mad...ignore me plz *slap*

18. The last thing you ate?
curry chicken cooked by mum

19. Something you are afraid of?
dog...?

20. Do you like candles?
wen zhong cui jie...

21. Do you like the taste of blood?
dots

22. Do you believe in love?
sumhow

23. Do you believe in soul mates?
alright

24. Do you sleep naked?
NO!!!

25.Do you like seafood?
ok lar

26. Do you remember your dreams?
No

27. Do you consider yourself a study freak?
of coz NO

28. Do you consider yourself a health nut?
nia

29. Like tattoos?
so-so

30. Do you believe in miracles?
nt reali...but i believe nt is impossible =)

31. What's something you wish you could understand better?
understand him beta

32. Who is on your mind right now?
dearrrz

33. Are you shy around a crush?
wahahahaha i am SHY to EVERYONE =)

34. Do you have a crush on someone right now?
no

35. How many siblings do you have?
1

36. Got any plans for the weekend?
go pub lor...arbo wat...?

37. Who do u miss other than your crush/bf or gf?
wah lots lehz...june and boiboi esp followed by dumbell, elaine, ahgal, laopo, ac and nt forgetting dor and moi kks

38. What is the one thing you have learned in life?
nth is impossible if u haf e WILL to change and yi shang hui bi yi shang high =x

===

survey by joyce
Let's see if you can get through it.if not,you're too scared

Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
- y nt he moi dearrr lehz

How many girlfriends/ boyfriends have told you they love you?
- no idea

Have you ever thought that you were going to marry a person?
- yea

Are you crushing on someone?
- No crush but love

Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt?
- yes hu dunn

Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?
- ya

Are you happier single or in arelationship?
- happily in r/s

Have you ever told someone you loved them and didn't mean it?
- ya

Have you ever had your heart broken?
- ya

Have you ever broken someone's heart??
- yupz

If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
- yes...wish we will be back like 1912 tat time

Think any of your exes feel the same?
- how i knw sia

Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend?
- no

Have you dated people who were not good to you?
- sumhow

Have you been in an abusiverelationship?
- -.-

Have you dated someone older than you?
- Yes

Younger?
- yes

Do you believe in second chances?
- ya

Do you Believe in love at first sight?
- SUPER YES =x

Ever been given an engagement ring?
- haha =x

Do you want to get married?
- 4mi to knw =)

Has anyone ever told you they wanted tomarry you?
- haha =x

Ever liked someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend?
- NIA

===

surver by jesslin
What is your age ?
this year 22 so old le =(

What is your favourite colour ?
black purple blue

What is your favourite place to hangout ?
G2 =x if nt his hse

What will you do when you're bored ?
sleep eat tv

What did your mom cook today ?
curry chicken

What is your favourite numbers ?
18

What time you woke up today ?
645am

What song are you listening to ?
no song

What is your favourite food ?
alot lehz =x

What you ate for your breakfast ?
nth

What will you do when you're angry ?
nag and scold people

What will you do when you're happy ?
go crazy....lolz

What will you do when you're sad ?
keep quite n moodless n wear a mask

Who is at home now ?
me bro mum and e person i dislike most

Who scolded you today ?
no one

Who are you thinking right now ?
tat d e e r

Who cares for you most ?
no idea

Who is your favourite actor(s)?
-

Who you called today ?
no one tink ahgal

Who woke you up today ?
my alarm

ARE YOU SINGLE?no

ARE YOU IN LOVE?
yes

ARE YOU PRETTY?
no

ARE YOU HAPPIE?
ya

ARE YOU TALL OR SHORT?
short and fat

ARE YOU SATISFIED WITH YOUR LIFE NOW?
abit

DO YOU HAVE HANDPHONE?
yes

DO YOU HAVE MP3?
yes

DO YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND / GIRLFRIEND?
both also gt

DO YOU LOVE YOUR BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND?
both also luv

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE SEXY?
nope

DO YOU HAVE EX-BOYFRIEND / GIRLFRIEND?
ya

DO YOU WATCH PORN?
no

DO YOU SMOKE?
ya

DO YOU DRINK BEER / WINE?
can haf others instead

DO YOU LOVE YOUR PARENTS?
onli mum although she abit naggy

DO YOU WISH TO BE A MILLIONAIRE?
hu dun...?

DO YOU EAT CHOCOLATES?
ya

DO YOU STUDY?
dun haf e determin

DO YOU TREASURE THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU?
sumhow

~ended wan go slp le...super tired...miss moi d e e r, dumbell, ahgal and laopo

happy me

2007-01-29T22:42:00.000+08:00

hee...saw mindy todae in e train backie...den saw linyin wen on e way walk hm =x

msg to dumbell: all e best forget e past ba since u choosed ur choice den stick to it...wish u n him long long ba...

msg to lene: i miss euu...wen another pubbing session...cloud 9 tat martell still sumhow gt ABIT =x...as i stop wx keep drink...

msg to dor: i miss euuu faster meet up...and dun complaint i bo leave u msg...

msg to ahgal: gal ahz i waiting for our sun shopping sia...faster pay pay pay =x

lastly i miss moi dearie...lolz...

and i wanna NAGGGGGGGGGGGGG moi baobei fone is full of marks le...due to i forgot mention tat sat i drop my fone outside G2 de enterance =x

e d i t e d again!!! =x

2007-01-28T22:57:00.000+08:00

well...1stly i knw i am MAD!!! blogging 3x in a dae out of e blue...can blame mi la...todae i reali super super happy and i kept my promises...mummy happy wif mi too...hee...coz for tis fri n sat i reali abit overdo till i promised dearz todae at hm...and ohya summore todae he called mi u noe u noe...6plus am till he no zzz den need prepared for wrk n another one at 12pm...so u can c how happy i am...as he nv tok to mi so long n he nv call mi 2x adae...lolz...n i din expected to receive his call esp e one at 12pm =p

kkz...stop moi crapz i juz wanna say
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i simply miss jyzm lots and luving him lots...no one can replaced =)

n of coz...during e tok i miss those daes...e kiss and hugz frm him...n wen he kiss mi on forehead n hugz/wait till i fall aslp den he slp...den also no matter rain/shine he will fetch mi to and fro for wrk nt forgetting nv let mi alone go bk hm if too late...and taking care of mi wen i said i am hungry in e middle of e nite and cook maggi wif so many other "liao" simply luv him lots...i guess onli ahgal and dumbell knw how much i loved him sia...compare to others ex...even jacky and ac knw =)

lalalalaz...i go slp le...hee time nw 11pm...seem like todae i slept whole dae...onli awake frm 4pm to 11pm...hee

msg to dumbell: watever izzit e choice is still urs afterall i respect wif ur choice but i can said WE all are still worring for ya =) and dun tink too much ba...maybe should find time ask ur gu lu tou korkor tok tok to brainwash u but i doubt to find tis dae is hard even mi myself also bo =x

msg to lene, jacky, ac, ahgal, dumbell, laine, reagan and huever concern(eventhough u all might nt read tis): sorry for over j's matter i make u all dulan,worried or watever mood u ppls name it...on me...but dun worried i am fine =)...seriously i sorted out everyting wif him...and infacts i am e one tinking much maybe afterall i nt use to be wifout him or should i say he e 1st ex/stead tat is hard for mi to contact tat y nt tat use...but dun worried i am fine le...

~ended

editted

2007-01-28T17:46:00.000+08:00

welll...b4 i start blog i muz tell u ppls tat tis entry i bet n cfm is will be super super long wif no pic ok...but will be cutting abit here and there to avoid more misunderstand but ppls hu knw everyting ytd or nt reali sure abt it can ask mi again =)

todae...wakie up at 4pm like tat lor...by right gt meet moi ahgal de...but too tired...*sorry ahgal...

den lehz nw watch 微笑Pasta lor...while i gt nth to do...ohya juz gt a called frm guowei..hahaz...cute n bad him sia...said till like tat....by right he called ask mi e balance at cloud 9 finish le mahz...?den i said havent den he say y sia...faster clear for mi la...coz he nt going back dere anymore le ba i supposed...?den he ended wif how *** and where *** muz be get *** le den guai guai go bk hm right..?wahahahahaz...cute him sia...by infacts i believe ytd all of us haf e same mindset n super dulan right =x...1st time i c each n other one of u even myself so ~~HOT~~....wahahahahaz...bo pian tat wat G2 character is...staying UNITED...right =x...*kkz stop moi crapz

todae...reached hm 730am like i said previously...den i was veri happy...coz dearz called me....frm dunno wat time la...should be 45min to 1hrs b4 745am...coz i saw moi ended called...he called mi tok crapz wif mi like b4...said miss kpkb wif mi wenever on fone or c eac other...den we started many pro tok n crapz tok...n at least i feel so beta nw...n dearz...paiseh i reali let u and wx worried lots...haiz mi myself also quite worried for wx at tat time due to his ur bro den i like tat...anyway he said wan go prepared n bath le...as he reached hm 630am yet 10am haf to reach wrk place...den i slept abt 9am...

kk so todae i will be a guai me and stayed at hm...coz tis wk fri n sat i reali overdo le ba =)...even exam no go...hee...

den hor i also happy lehz...dearz called mi at 12pm too =x...but he overslept nw going rush bk to wrk =x...hee...

SAT: mood veri shag and abit fark up...till ytd feel like slapped ppls....nvm shall nt blog here....-skipped those part of G2 and cloud 9-...so i doubt tis entry wouldnt be tat long...anyway at G2 ytd made quite alot of friends too...and dirnk lots of different drinks still go cloud 9 drink martell wif wx...saw moi laopo too....

anyway wx ahz...sorry and thx alot i din knw all tis will happened...but i knw wat i am doing...in my heart onli gt ur brother,jeremy =) and i wouldnt do lj taiji behind his back too =)) if nt i wouldnt holding on so long le...thx anway for thx...n tc mi...while i am nt tat drunk compare to u...due to sumting u help mi caused u like tat drunk...reali sorry...i c u vomit out like tat while we tok to each other at cloud 9 i was feeling bad...n of coz...i knw u doing ur job to tc mi too...sorry...

den aftertat we lefted at 6am...i went over rivervalley eat wif cherly and her dearz, ricky and 2 more guys which i knw last fri but forgot their name le...coz they juz sua dui frm dragonfly....

shared cab wif ricky...while all e way on fone wif dearz....hahaz...sorry lehz make u paid for e cab fare too...

~ended

different type of mood in a dae =)

2007-01-28T07:57:00.000+08:00

well....juz a short msg and i will go zzz le...blog wen i am awake...coz time nw is 8am la...according to moi lappy de...den reached hm 730am la =x....

my short msg is...

JEREMY YEO ZHE MING U MADE MI LOVE U MORE SIA U TIS PIG...reali no regretted doing wat i been doing tis few wks and no regetting holding on...although in luv it need 2 hands to clap and nt 1 =)

kkz...watever i knw it lame but tell u all ltr =x

~ended blog ltr

ai ren shi tong ku de

2007-01-27T15:13:00.000+08:00

well...nt sure abt ltr program...as nw raining plus tired wanna back zzz 1st den todae de 7am den zzz...den wakie up at 10am, 11am, 1pm and 2pm...till i dulan dun slp le...todae exam also no go...

ytd(sun): after wrk go hm bathed all tat...den abt 8pm went down lot de kpool meet up wif ac & laopo[lene]....den lehz we both proceed to JE as by right wan go IMM find melissa de...but raining so i suggested we go entertainment eat...while ac say go dere de food junction eat so ok lor...den lehz after eat abt 10pm like tat le ba =x...coz i knw laopo told mi melissa 10pm log off...den lehz we walked to near dbs bank dere de bus-stop and wait for melissa in cab fetch us tgt down G2...

reached G2 saw xiaomao tok wif him awhile den hu knw he was toking wif ahlong's real bro...dun look alike till ac told mi =x...world so small all gt link...

den lehz reached dere e 4 of us played dice...ohya din knw sebas they all was dere too-watever-....den nt long reagan reached too...den hor of coz la...e late-king jacky will alwayz be e last...hee...haf super big fun while playing dice wif dem seriously...and ohya nan de karen jio mi drink halfhalf and say wat we r frenz =)...at 1st i wronged her den reali like her...ohya din knw gt one waitress also study mdis =x...was tinking how she knw moi name...hee...looking forward go dere again as still gt one bottle...

msg to lene: next wk faster plan plan wen wan down again wif e same ppl de fun =) no shall haf no saddness le k...? and i believed u can do it...even i can y cant u...?but plz...rem u do it nt for e sake of him ok...?even for him watever izzit is e outcum be glad to haf no regret n continues stayed like tat

-welll...skipped tis part whereby wif all e cried-

gt to knw ricky hu is mel their table de frenz n also reagan frenz...ohya paiseh for give wo bite...den lehz count to 5 wif him on martell lor...den ta half half chivas wif ac, lene n reagan lor...gt moiself real drunk in e end due to moi cried n no mood ba i guess =)...ended up at e part where i skipped e cried tink i vomitted 2x white bubbles onli....den lehz after alle pic-taking wif dem all tat n keep on drink n drink...till i vomitted 3x at toilet...

after 3am...many of dem sua dui to dragonfly...mi ac laopo n jacky...tok tok awhile...den hor sorry to u all for worring for mi esp ac...but plz understand moi feeling...i knw wat reagan[di] said to mi de n ac msn say de is right...in love it take 2hands to clap nt 1...den after e tok wif moi stubborn decision i still went down find him...

reached abt 415am like tat waited till abt 5am...den he gt hm...same old ting...he nag mi again...den hor...tis time at least i feel e love frm him sumhow which stop mi frm letting go again...using e same old pattern hugz mi, mess moi hair and say i am foolish...calling mi dearz once again n nt forgetting letting him worried again after i told him sumting...n gt abit fedup on e fone...wif a 3-triangle ting...fark up sia...

after e tok...he thought tat i will cab hm...but i din...hahaz...i cabbed to dragonfly...meet ricky they all...den aftertat den cabbed hm...coz i dun wan dem sent mi hm...lolz...

below are e pic took b4 G2 and while at G2...but dun haf melissa and jacky...

me and laopo at JE while waiting for cab

angeline and charlene...p00h l0ves =)

one of moi dearest&closest...wherby we alwayz let each other worried too

a new frenz...ricky...thx to ya count of 5 of martell ahz =x

reagan aka skky di & angeline aka ahsiia0z...

hee e last 3 pics is whereby after moi cried and of coz wen i am sei too =x...

lastly...sorry to all hu is worried for mi...esp ac reali...u urself should knw y...buddy ai si ni le =)

~ended

trust. i doubt

2007-01-25T21:22:00.000+08:00

well...afterall as daes passes i thought i haf forget abt him...but it seem like as daes passes n due to e stupid friendster on hu view me...i realised aftertat i still din forget him n still luving him tat deep...haiz...jeremy yeo zhe ming...i luv euuu bt i doubt u dunno...

anyway glad tat sebas is sumhow improving to forget her...den y cant i try my best forget him...?while sat cuming again...but... ... ...so...? my veri 1st step comments by ac i remove my wallpaper on mi n j...but my laptop still gt it as wallpaper...haiz...n hor...nvm no mood tok abt j...

anyway mel removed mi frm his link in friendster...and i removed his pic in friendster too...well izzit it great...?and tml will be facing him at G2...haiz...coz sebas ask mi go but i dun wan alone...so y nt i go wif reagan di, lene laopo n ac...so wat sat gt exam....haiz...

reali dunno wat i wan in live...should i reali go oversea...?commented by moi farker dad...

lastly...

msg to zr(although u cant c tis but i ask reb sent moi regards le): all e best to u tml wen go ns...ns = start a new life...muz tc of urself wor...and dun be like past le...treat reb gd ba she already luv ya lots till so stupid...u noe wat i mean =)...watever izzit we are nw i still wish ya all e best in everyting and u are still once moi papa tat i no regretted for =] tc...

ended~

gal wif a mask...

2007-01-24T15:39:00.000+08:00

well...afterall todae den i realised i still hafnt totally tink pos i am still sumone wearing a mask...onli to certain ppls i am able to reali forget everyting...

haiz...ytd after i reached hm abt 1am...i found out sumting...should i still continues moi trust for him...?

anyway before i start to blog i wanna tell laopo[lene] sumting 1st...

msg to lene: laopo ahz...u knw hor peipei said u veri si wen lehz...even on e way u tok and scold...wahahahahahaz...-pui- =x anyway tc of urself wor..as 2daes mc

msg to dumbell: watever izzit follow wat u wan....dun coz yi shi de hao kan on ppl den u choose e path...as watever izzit it no use de...juz like mi n mel...thought gt feeling ended up i can dun msg or dun bother abt it...i even told sebas abt mel too...tink bk of wat sebas told mi at food junction i hope so...as out of e blue he said i getting marry soon also...hahaz...but is true la...but den nw abt marriae dun tink gt tat chance also le...reali is disappointed abt j...

todae: mc =x meet sebas at lot one eat...den i buy e food $4 i eat onli $0.50...den he keep nag mi...den c mi eat so S L O W and dunno how to use chopsticks he end up help mi take e food...eat le den nt long we go nearby moi hse dere tok tok and took sum pic too =x...and i saw him still wearing e ring...hope he reali tc of moi tat ring...as i reali takecare of it lots...will u...?my new de one and onli parttime baobei zhu...?lolz...but aftertat i still LOVE J...den abt 2plus pm pei ailing*dearz to c doc...as she also keng mc =x...den aftertat we go sep ways n i am back hm nw...

ytd(tues): after wrk meet dumbell...go find ac awhile...den aftertat go keat hong dere for dumbell de lazer appointment...as ahlong said dere gt...but wen we reached dere e person said bo lehz...zzz...so nvm...den we proceeded to 216 and eat our dinner...we eat zhu cha wif 5dishes...like hungry ghost sia...lolz...den lehz after makan...we go our own ways...i go yishun meet sebas coz he gt 2daes mc no need go camp...while she go dunno where meet fer...

reached dere tat ass said he cum fetch me becoz i act as if i dunno where =x...ended up he late so i go moiself to e place i meet him....slack ard his area de void...tok alot...kop his song n he kop moi song n pic too...den he kop moi ring too dun wan return =(....my 21st bdae present de couple ring by dumbell lehz...but as a promised made...so i let him keep e ring...coz maybe tat e onli way make him forget sumting ba...den hor tok till 11plus pm he said pei mi go ctrl take train...den i said lazy taking cab instead so we continues our tok...reached hm abt 1am...den after bath all tat...called him tok awhile again...hahaz...he cute sia...keep say i cute den tis n tat make mi paiseh =x...still ask mi ~~promised him can dun so wat anot si wen abit n smk less~~ =x...

mon: wrk den after wrk go hm zzz earli tat dae too tired...

let go of everyting

2007-01-22T21:01:00.000+08:00

well...1stly i haf decided to let fate decides everyting tat gonna do wif mi de...as i am reali tired le...so frm nw on...i will be tinking on e bright side n having those carefree pros...so ppls ard mi plz ~~STOP~~ giving me pros...unless u are moi closed ones...

anyway...

todae: super duper tired...at 6am wake sebas up...den i go back slp till overslept 7am den wakie =x...den lehz....frm nw onward i tink me and mel STOPPED everyting le...choice is by me...?or izzit e caused of my trust of another her...tat made ting till like tat...?*watever* dun wish care le...-ppls hu wanna knw ask mi den i tell ya e story ba =x-

sun: went for interview at pf2...den lehz...wait for call...anyway i was like having another though of wrk back pub...after i compare e time n price of pf2 and pub de...is like pub onli 5hrs nia zzz...easy money...haiz...dunno...should i...?or should i say can i...?den after tat went down town tgt wif satan to find dumbell n demon...den lehz...e 4 of us tgt wif billy go eat after their wrk...haha was all e way toking to sebas wen demon did an action tat reminded mi of j seriosuly wen he wan to cheer dumbell up de shi hou...tummy p00h =(...simply miss j alot...but well will nt tink much too...but watever i am worth waiting...dumbell waiting for moi wedding too =x

anyway... ... ...sat he didnt called me...which is everysat he gt de...but tis time nvm i also dun wan tink much le...afterall haf been suffering for e past 3wks...

sat: went bugis wif dumbell...took neo...den aftertat waited for satan den tgt go town meet laopo[lene] eat eat walk walk tok tok n of coz sum heart to heart tok wen alone wif laopo...den demon ended wrk...den tgt we go eat eat again...den aftertat proceeded to G2...hee...moi fav place =p...den lehz...saw sebas he alone sia...den i acc him...nt long jacky joined, den followed by di[reagan] & his frenz den lastly AC!!!...wahahahaha i miss him...-paiseh to all wei le sebas i ps every single one-

drink quite alot sia...even ta frm bottle count of 5 wif gw...den lehz...2 shots wif reagan and his frenz...lastly aftertat reagan, reagan's frenz and jacky lefted demself...den e rest of us walked to lau ba sat and eat...lolz..ac piggy-back me frm a distant to lau ba sat...den i keep kpkb coz scare...hahaz...den reached hm abt 6am =p...

tat all~

pms...?

2007-01-20T16:56:00.000+08:00

nia...nt having PMS...juz tat mood abit swing...after sms-ed wif mel...watever...ytd mood also swing tat y no joined him for G2...

anyway right nw at hm...msn wif dumbell while sms wif mel...sianz having baf flu till nose red used e whole box of tissus at moi living table de...zzz...

todae no go exam...due to reali cant understand muz as well train hao n go for another retake n i promised will study hard dun wan waste moi time le...tink back real stupid if no convert to PT at least i feb grad le...haiz...

anyway meeting dumbell ltr at 630pm lor...go bugis go mar dere interview aftertat go wait for satan end wrk n tgt to town find demon den go G2...ohya...jacky cuming find us too like moi previous entry also gt say...hee G2 here i cum todae...1wk plus no go G2 le lehz...zzz...

tink tat all le ba...going prepared n bath...

ohya....sorry to ac as i knw u wouldnt be reading...but real sorry ytd nt i dun wan meet and i knw u dun wan meeet coz i gt exam todae yet all tis happened...sorry...

lastly...i tink is time for mi to du li le... =)

blessed

2007-01-20T00:11:00.000+08:00

1st tis entry is for 190110 (fri) de...

HAPPY 1mth ANNIVERSARY to him and me =) *lame*

anyway ytd(thurs) de 2am...which counted as fri le la...left moi hse...cabbed down to his hse downstair to wait for him...so called a suprise too ba as he also dunno =x...den lehz abt 235am to 240am he reached...he was shocked...and 1st ting he said is i din forgot todae 19 =)...hee i was touched...den aftertat he messed moi hair wen he knw tat i frm moi hse take cab down juz to c him n passed him ting...he said me foolish and no more next time...den tok for abt 1hr like tat...den i cabbed bk hm...-cab fares $40 wasted to and fro...but is worth =)-

after wrk go grandma's hse dere...den haf a small meet up wif fer and dumbell due to nt going to G2 wif mel over sumting...and also ltr(sat) gt exam...zzz...i hafnt study how how how...GOD BLESS...plz let mi pass juz a pass and i ANGELINE WONG promised to study hard frm tat moment...plz...as dearz also ask mi hao hao de wrk n study...and c tat dere is totally a committment in wrk le...so workalholic...but nvm...c him like tat going promoted in a short while i am happy for him too =)...dun let mi down wor...jia you wor...anyway i knw after his promotoed we will be more hard to meet maybe 1mth once...?or worst...but nvm...i knw our heart gt one another n feeling dun fade can le...at least every wk de sat i can receive juz a few min de call frm him...letting me knw tat he still cares and of coz i knw he is fine too...although he do nag ~~ABIT~~ at me...

tat all ba i go slp le...tml need wake up earli 1hr study abit =x...beta den bo =p...den lehz for j tat case recently...thx for dumbell,satan and even mel being dere for me...n giving me advise...

lastly...JEREMY YEO ZHE MING I LUV U...THE ONE AND ONLI IN MOI HEARTZ...

shall blog wen free le...as ltr sat after exam go hm...zzz le...den 7pm meet dumbell go bugis find moi satan n go mag dere for interview too...moi 2nd job...den aftertat go town find demon le den tgt all go G2...yea G2 rox coz i wrk dere =p...den jacky joining us aftertat at G2 also ba i guess =)

nitez~

abit of shoppping

2007-01-18T00:35:00.000+08:00

hee...juz reached hm...todae after wrk went bugis...wait for ahgal[peipei] frm wrk lor...as she wrk at sim lim...den reached bugis too earli...so go shopped abit while on fone wif elmo too...brought one abit of lacy de shorts frm blossom....den lehz after tat tink of margaret den smsed her if she gt wrk...she say ya so wen pf2 and find her...

ohya wen i reached dere i kinda paiseh...open tok a gal tok to me said u angeline ahz i say ya...den i thought she is mag den i start asking her wat time end wrk...den she replyed 8pm...den aftertat she say ohya u finding for ppls or or finding for mag sumting like tat ahz..den i jitao paiseh lor...den realise she is nt mag...den i quickly go out smk...den i smsed mag u busy ahz den she reply where am i...and i say outside...den she came down to find me...den tok tok den i asked her how cum ur wrkfrenz knw my name sia...den i thought is u...den mag replyed maybe u knw her...?den i say dunno lehz...den i ask wat her name den she say gwen...ohhh yuan lai tat gal is gwen...mean i knw her =x...after smk hao went in tok tok wif gwen =x...

ohya den pei dem awhile till abt 8pm...den i went off le to meet ahgal...den we proceed to town...hee 1st stop cine...den i went tickerbell brought a scandel/slipper...?butterfly =x...den aftertat went to far east walked walked...den aftertat go paragon find satan and moi dumbell...aftertat go eat our dinner at lucky plaza de mac and mi n dumbell we deco our couple fone...hee

anyway juz nw haf a tok wif ahgal den i decided wat she said is right...so ltr(thurs) i am going down to his hse downstair n waited for him tink he ended 4am or 5am ba...den wouldnt be at hm ba as busy schedule...will be back on sun i guess ba...

as ltr go his hse waited for him at 2plus 3am...but b4 tat will be zzz at hm or at G2 ba...den fri gt wrk after wrk either go hm prepared if nt zhi jie go down to meet ac...den go down bq most pro going G2...den sat exam in e morning den nitez going down G2 again wif dumbell, ahgal n satan...hee...long no go pub wf they 3s le...since daniel's pub...

tat all ba...anyway tinking of going mag dere n wrk instead den wrkk pub...hee...last but nt least i miss everyone esp HIM

no regret

2007-01-16T21:22:00.000+08:00

well...juz nw go lot one get HIS PRESENT...tis fri 1mth le...wonder he still rem...?i doubt so...anyway after getting i go find ac...tok tok awhile all tat den aftertat i wan go hm tat time saw ningjie they all...so tok tok n nua nua wif dem awhile lor...is like e past we all used to be at lot de shi hou...guess nw nt ba as every single on grow up le...even bee hu forever let ppl worry de also grow up le...

ohya ningjie jia you knw u sure can find a sch de...

anyway i tink i will stick to moi plan...thurs 1plus am like tat which is fri le...frm moi hse take cab go his hse put present at doorstep den go le...hope wen he back frm wrk he will get to c e present n letter...as i reali gt no ways contact him or msg him or even c him so since tat time i try saw all sms in draft nw should be letter time ba...but reali hope after c read le he will call me...

anyway mood izzit tat gd too...maybe recently alot of ting happened...on my wrk in pub, office, wif mel n even wif HIM...seriously i miss him lots reali hope fri i can spend wif him...but well it ok if cant...as meeting ac to bq ba but nt cfm yet...haiz...jeremy dearz i miss u lots...how i wish after u read e letter u will understand moi feeling n nt keep on scold or attitude me le...it hurts...althought tis fri 1mth le...but it seem like we tgt long...maybe coz e 1st dae to e 1st wk i was 24hrs wif ya ba....fetch mi to wrk den frm mi bk to ur hse den raining gt yu san den i wkend of pubbing u pei mi watever ting also 24hrs do tgt yet within e wk u find le job evveryting changed even i started wrk in pub too...haiz i miss u...

e n d e d

2007-01-16T00:28:00.000+08:00

well...juz reach hm nt long...

EVERYTING ~~ENDED~~ YES ENDED as in for me and m...he ended wif e last msg frm nw on watever ting happened no need u care even nw i haf nt be relise...so let it be le...

anyway juz nw went bq collect moi pay lor...zzz...den lehz b4 tat he sent mi to wrk n also sent mi to bq get pay aftertat i left 1st while he acc xiao mao...

anyway ting changed...maybe becoz i am too straight forward wif moi word...saying u knw u will caused us to break i dun wan i dun wan him to leave me too as i fang bu xia him...tis wat i ended wif ytd wen he abit pissed off as i knw moi wrong too...haiz...watever as sorry to everyone hu is worring for me but e one i reali wan n cant give up is jeremy yeo zhe ming...haiz...no one can understand my feeling nw i guess ba...waiting for call every sat yet get a scolding...

laine: saw ur blog msg to me...thx i haf tink well i onli wan j

retarded: thx for being dere but i reali gt ting in heart tat i say bu chu to him too...haiz...even gt e tinking of go his blk wait for him haiz i dunno...

2nd editted

2007-01-14T23:24:00.000+08:00

well...juz bk frm meeting jen and gy also...haiz..wen meet mel tat time gt sum happening...-i am sorry-

hope my decision is right n i cfm i wouldnt regret...wo bu hou hui ai guo...e person i still wan n luv n still holding on alone is JEREMY YEO ZHE MING...even we dint meet up le n contact juz once a wk but i am happy tat u`r fine...i miss u lots...my feeling for u is still e same...and i promised myself nv to let ya worried le...

editted

2007-01-14T19:43:00.000+08:00

well...ltr going out to ssp eat eat wif mel and xiao mao b4 they go back...

ohya juz nw while on one wif mel i suddenly rem 2 tings..

1st paiseh chup ur fone u should knw y and i knw u are angry abt it too...

2nd saw kit ytd weni reached far east den he bang into mi n i was like hu e fark izzit wen e eslcator was up de nt going down de n tis farker can simply bang on mi...yuan lai is kit n he gu yi de...lolz...

anyway nw i kinda fan....coz heard frm kris gw wan mi wrk back one of two daes i give my schedule also can...how how how

-tat all i knw i am lame =x

i am sorry

2007-01-14T16:17:00.000+08:00

well where should i start abt blogging...?nvm shall blog on fri and sat instead...as todae sun i dun tink i going out too...as juz wakie[4.19pm] awhile outside is still raining...

fri: wrk till 6plus pm den left office...den aftertat went hm tgt wif one of my wrkfrenz....den lehz reached hm dunno wat time le...bathed and prepared went AMK meet mel...den aftertat tgt go down bq...dua bai lor...need to go to AMK still missed le 4trains while waiting for him...zzz...

reached raffles gt rain...den i said walked to G2 for e 2nd time den he scolded me said u duno how to listen izzit nw raining lehz n u sick lor...den after cold war awhile everyting ok...-shall nt type on how we ended up in G2 while raining-

reached G2 i ps him*sorry*...i ended up being brough ard to entertain customer...n gw is nice...i am happy he still regarded mi as a G2 waitress...coz he bring mi ard added to tis our new waitress who started wrk last wrk...den aftertat haf a drink wif gw and kris...den gw suggested to drink count of 5 so count lor...hee...den nw long abt 12am kris lefted wif her frenz...coz by right she is dere juz to wait for mi cum..a.s in e 1st place she meet her frenz n customer de...den for me also meet dere de regular mel they all lor...

after nt long gw jio count of 10 again...so on him lor...den he said nt bad at least no xia sway G2 waitress...wahahahahahz..after drink hao n tok tok wif him over certain ting abt my job de...den i go over pei mel they all le...

played cards n dice...drinked again...till abt closing 3am like tat gt ting happening...lights on...-shal nt type here ba...but den i believe everyting tat dae was worried for mel their grp n esp G2 waitress are dulan wif sum grpz-

saw jacky&co...hugz him n tok awhile...den aftertat left wif mel to moi hse...he stayed overnight...

sat: meet tat dumbell at 2plus pm reason she was toot dunno wat ton ended up go meet me so earli...we go bugis c c ting all tat...den aftertat mel joined us...den wen we wan sua dui to town mel went back AMK to find xiao mao they all...den lehz mi n qi go town lor...

took lots of pic e whole dae...fri out i no spend money even bring 100 out yet sat out wif retarded...i bring 100 i tink i left 20 onli wen hm =x...ohya wen at cine we saw reb and zr...poor zr going ns soon...hope can meet up wif dem b4 he go ns

anyway ps to andrew for put plane n as for ac dun make mi worry as i dunno wat happened to ya ended up u cant meet up wif us...so we meet up wif our satan n devil and watched one last dance...till 4plus am....den thx dumbell for pei mi till abt 5am...

was alone at town at 5am...he called and sumting happened...-shall nt tok abt it here-

sorry to attitude guy...i din knw i will added stress n worried to ya while u already tat stress n i din knw anyting as watever ting u also no tell mi...haiz...but well at least i told moiself i am worth to wait for ya call every sat as u did called sumone...i miss n luv ya lots seriously...sorry for everyting...i knw in e wrong...but den i reali wan explained moiself y i am all alone u knw...i dun wan ltr u feel bad n i dun wan ltr ting make our relation worst...n i knw i ame onli one holding on...yet i am alwayz dere worried for ya too..esp abt ur job u should knw y...but gd luck n i be dere for ya as i told ya i believe u can do it in a mth to becum ass. sup....try ya best as i knw everyone giving u stress nw...

anyway ytd nw 6am sms-ed wif gw over sumting...he quite disappointed...afterall i choosed to put him plane once again but den nw if he reali need ppl i dun mind help out wen every wk i go down de...anyway i told mel and qi abt it...n i bet even laine knw she was happy too...coz all along even mel was dere de regular...and qi was so called yes to let mi wrk...but in facts in their hearts e ans is still a BIG NO...and hor...like wat attitude told mi since i wrk till nw happy dun wrk le...summore he also dun reali allow mi wrk pub de...so wei le dun let dem worried i quitted...but nvless u guy will still be able to find me at G2 on fri and at times on sat... =)

phew...

2007-01-11T20:16:00.000+08:00

1stly will be a super long entry...as totally shaged out...

mon - wrk office frm 830to530pm...aftertat meet sis[kris] for 2nd job tat is pub at bq G2 BAR...ended wrk at 2am...toally shagged...den still went supper wif andrew, william n sis...den aftertat all go andrew's hse tonned...slept at 4plus am...wakie up 630am...went for office wrk...till 7plus pm den end wrk...

tues - forgot wat happened le...went for office wrk daily la...

wed - saw rick in bus wen go wrk....smsed wif him...n hi to him...lolz...den happy 18th bdae to moi sis[lainey]...her frenz were cute still....one of dem O said tat mi n j hao en ai...haiz izzit so...?i knw b4 tat gt one wk can say tat we are 24hrs tgt every single dae but yet nw so different...haiz...i miss him seriously...wonder wen can i get to c him n get to heard his voice...hugz him to slp too...haiz...ohya b4 tat at lot one haf a tok wif ac too...haiz

thurs - endedwrk hm sweet hm real tired...

welll tml most pro go down wif mel they all go g2 bar lor...den sat wrk office 10amto 1pm den aftertat meet dumbell for sum shopping le den c c wan go wrk anot...as wrk 10pm to 3am...haiz...real shag la...since mon wrk 24hrs non-stop...haiz...

tink i end here le...no much mood to blog too...haiz...i miss him i gt lots to tell him...but... ... ...

happy me

2007-01-07T22:15:00.000+08:00

toking wif dumbell on e fone nw...sowill onli roughly blog...

hee ytd gt ting happened den cried also den reali sei...but cant vomit out...den hor hangover...after moi pubbing went attitude_guy's hse stayed...tok on many ting...both are sorry but indeed both still holding on and care lots for each other =x...and after ytd tok made our relation n our trust stronger esp nw i wrking at pub le...

anyway will start havin too job le...another job is at pub...G2 bar...hee...

lastly wanna thx attitude_guy and dumbell for letting mi wrk...as no need hide here n there le =x...but i reali sorry i broke moi promise...BUT dumbell hope u can understand e reason y i wanna wrk....plz...even jeremy also try understand le...n e boss(moi frenz) already promised u all sumting right....?

sianz attitude_guy tml off...but i dying to c him...yet u cant =( coz tml wrking nw....morning wrk office den 9to2am wrk pub...haiz...attitude_guy sorry...but hope can cya wen i end wrk or wat

msg to dumbell: watever izzit plz make up ur mind...and dun hai ren hai ji...coz u knw hurtting sumone reali need lots of time...but no matter wat i will be dere for ya...lastly
i wan u be bride-
maid

kuang mi zheng da de took frm dumbell's blog

1)single, taken or crushin?
taken

2)are u happy with ur life now?
yea super

3)when u meet the right person, do u fall in love fast?
depends

4)have u ever been heart broken?
yea

5)Do you believe tt there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
ehhh no comments

6)wld u ever take someone back if he/she cheats on u?
y nt if i reali luv him lots

7)ever tok abt marriage to someone else?
ya =x

8)Do u want childen?
yup ba

9)How many?
2...?

10)Would u ever consider adoption?
dun tink

11)If someone likes you now, what do you tink is the best way for him/ her to let you know his/ her feelings?
juz say out lor

12)Do you enjoy going into relationships?
maybe during e honeymoon period =x

13)Do you believe in love at first sight?
yea

14)Do you believe you can change someone?
sumhow

15)If you could married elsewhere, where would it be?
pasir =x

16)Do you give in easily when you're fighting?
NO!!!!

17)Do you have feelings for someone right now?
yea attitude_guy

18)Have you ever wished that you could have someone but you messed it up?
ya nearly but ok le

19)Have u ever broken a heart?
hu dun...?

20)If one day your best friend falls in love with the gal/ guy you are deeply in love with, what would you do?
i will fight for own happiness...dumbell i am glad for ur reply...

21)Are you missing anyone right now?
ya... attitude_guy, mui[laine], dumbell

22)Now you have to ask 5 of your friends to do this survey in their blogs.. write their names below :
1) reb mama
2) mel
3) dor
4) laine
5) wendy...?

i am sorry

2007-01-06T04:26:00.000+08:00

juz gt hm nt long at 4am....b4 tat after wrk went to meet kris den gt e pub in bq successfully n is start on mon...able to choose ant 2 to 3 daes wif gd pay indeed...

aftertat cabbed to shenton way de so called niteclub at 9plus 10pm...meet bro[mingyi] and co...den bro order one dua pao but is chivas de...hee...11 of us managed finished...den many KO...hahaz...coz we keep play dices n drink "nick"...

anyway dun feel like blogging le...as no mood...seriously i am upset n hurt by those ting but watever izzit past is past i keep give moiself positive ans n keep hanging on to it...juz mi doing all e part...haiz...i even tink of taking up 2 job which is e latest one on pub due to u and retarded...yet tis all e outcum i get...indeed u r right i gt many ting to tell u but am i even a chance...?i dun tink so...even it does i knw nth goes in due to T I R E D...haiz...i knw i am ~~lousy~~ as a stead i cant understand u...but nw i gt lots of comments by others n how different izzit on wat happening to mi nw...haiz all i wish is abit of ur attention...and i gu yi told u i wrk pub but u ended up scolded me and hang...and ltr on even worst...haiz seriously i nt no idea y am i still holding on while everyting changed so much juz after 1wk...haiz...maybe i luv ya alot ba...anyway i dun wish to blog in detail abt wat happened on fri even wen i successfully got e job...paiseh to sis[kris] abt e wrking tgt de ting at pub...

haiz seriously right nw i waiting for e dae to c u to contact wif ya instead of i find ya...so i gonna give up...haiz...i reali dunno...but i dun wish give up juz like tis so watever izzit i will keep let moiself tink of e positive n giving excuses and carry on holding on to it...i miss and luv u seriously...like wat retarded say u`r e 1st guy i be wif after moi attitude all tat totally changed...n i even thought of agreed wif wat u said n settledown...haiz...

anyway will nt be blogging often le..till i gt e mood n lastly moi 81215032 is TOTALLY CUT OFF NW

haiz tat all ba ltr still gt wrk 730am muz wakie yet nw 436am le...n i abit e hangover but cant slp...simply tinking of fri ting...haiz...deeply hurt worst den xmas eve tat nitez...

lastly 19th coming soon will he rem...?i mean i dun realli care much to it but due to so many ting i juz wanna c if he rem anot...?hopefully he can rem like e way he ans bk retarded on xmas dae tat dae...which he rem n no need to count too...lolz...

back

2007-01-04T22:54:00.000+08:00

hee...i am back to moi posting izzit tat fast...?

todae reali happy coz i managed to get him to e line at 4plus pm and haf juz ard e max 5min tok...and tat 5mins tok made mi drop tears maybe too happy le heard his voice n of coz frm wat he said to me...hee...will promised moiself nt to tink much le...n watever ting happened i believed we can outcome it...even frm e call u told mi our contact n seeing of each other will be super less till ni pu but dun worry nt coz of tis i will give up tis relation...like wat william say i muz understand u...coz right nw u wrking..n partlly is moi fault for no intro u tat pub job...anyway i believed or we believed tat u are nt those kind tat goes for silent break too...ai si ni....coz i trust in moiself, euuu and our relation...ilu...and i will rem e pic u edited...although nth is forever let try to make our love a forever one...even it dun last at least dere will be a forever memories....

ohya wanna thx for e help for william, kris, guoyao, elmo, jacky, dumbell, elaine hu is dere for mi...esp thx to laine and her's dear jian de...hu is alwayz meeting mi at nitez to pei n cheer mi...opps forgot tell to wx for fan, mafan n disturbing ya too

last post...?

2007-01-03T22:54:00.000+08:00

seriously after tis post i am nt sure how long will i be posting again...

haiz...i simply miss him alot...since 19t1206 we tgt...e 1st dae til juz nice one wk everyting is so perfect...he fetch mi frm wrk without fail, bring yu san to moi wrkplace dere wen raining as nv allow me to be caught in e rain, cooking for mi in e middle of midnight wen i complainted i am hungry...qian jiu mi smk methol while he smk red de, acc and wait til i slp den he slp, b4 i slp give mi a gd nite kiss n write i love you on moi hand, nv failed to wait mi up n sent mi to wrk wen i at his hse stayed, taking care of me and nv failed to worry for mi n nt forgetting quarrelling n kpkb wi fmi every single dae...i luv u seriously...

will nv forget those times u touched me by saying sumting to mi eyes to eyes n those ting u did for me...like e happening in one class n even many more...haiz...esp last sat...as u knw i gt wrk wei le wake mi u no slp e whole nite...forcing urself stay awake n watched tv/played game n even edited e pic frm moi fone and set to wallpaper...and after wrk i gt wrk delayed n i ended late ended up u called n thought i get lost...haiz...missed everyting u did to mi...and i did cherished u too...

haiz...but after tat new yr eve bk moi hm...everyting changed...all tis i wan seem like nt going happened again...n worst i didnt received a call frm him too...juz a simple call saying he out le or he hm also...also bo le...haiz...simply miss tat wk...

honeymoon period over...?but i hope our relation is nt over yet...as told afew of dem closed wif us de...tat i though of settledown wen he himself ask mi tis too but nw everyting seem so different...

every single dae wat i can do it wait for his call...praying tat he would be fine...but does he knw i miss him badly...reali feel like breakdown but i told moiself to be strong...muz overcome everyting...dun be like e ~~past~~ angeline small small ting wanna give up le...no matter wat i will still jiang chi dao di even knw i am used to haf u by moi side...even e deadline i told moiself n moi closed one i believe i will overcome it if reali happened...

last but nt least...wo, angeline wong li ling 愛 jeremy yeo zhe ming tat attitude_guy afterall like they said i wouldnt believed u will be tat type of guy too...

btw sorry to moi dumbell and laine mui for troubling u all tis few past...esp for dumbell as i knw u gt ur pros too...and another thx to dumbell, laine mui, elmo n guoyao for e listening ears tis few daes...haiz

ohya retarded qi: cheer up too...rem since u give urself a deadline so stayed strong to it...n let tat dumbass knw abt it...maybe in facts every single one even mi n j is nt ready for relation yet as too fast n too sudden...haiz...

a simple edit by him in moi spect wen i am zzz...but izzit true tat we will be in love forever...?i doubt so...i trust in u, myself n our relation hope we can outcome it...still waiting for ur call...

juz a simple entry

2007-01-02T23:15:00.000+08:00

hee juz bk frm c grandma aftertat eat at imm de yichibang...den back to meet laine mui ard moi blk wif her dear, jian de lor...

hmmm...and i am right nw having e mood of updating wat i should reali do for 2007...

2007 resolutions
1) maintain well or even beta relation wif dumbell and laine_mui

2) earn more $...as everyone knw i ~~spend money like no tml~~ =x

3)trying moi best to overcum all the pro i facing esp in ~~relation~~...trying to let it be e one and last*hopefully*

4)cut down on moi spending esp on cab

5)cut down on drinking and smking*e most quit smking crig ex =x*

6)be a gd nuer*hopefully* and nt forgetting a gd gf

7)if gt more free contact try contact bk n maintain a beta relation wif frenz esp wif moi kk, bitches and nt forgetting dumbell and jacky

8)maintain moi attitude like tis or even improved more

9)save enough $ and buy ting tat i still find it sort to haf in moi rm*example a small tv*

10)get a job tat i reali like and hao hao de wrk nt forgetting hao hao de study

k ba...tink tat all le...sianz...tis cuming sat(6th) will be havin moi 1st sup paper le....how how how...hope i reali can pass as i din study but how to pass...haiz...muz haf determination to study tml onward although is last min...

lastly b4 i end tis entry

i love moi dumbass cum retarded`qi cum wong liqi nt forgetting elaine goh zhen ying and moi attitude_guy jerermy yeo zhe ming...~~haiz simply miss him lots...still waiting for his call..juz hope tat he will be fine n dun fall sick afterall keep wrk long hrs nt enough zzz too...haiz~~...

nitez everyone...sianz wrking tml

sianz

2007-01-02T14:41:00.000+08:00

haiz...sianz...tml wrking le...after so long de hols...

haiz...life to mi nw like no different le...coz he haf bn busy wrking...simply worst den e wrk tat he help tat dumbass wrk de...anyway ytd after he wake up e call till nw 241pm i hafnt received any of his calll...haiz...simply miss him alot but wat to do...?nth beta do to also...

ehhh...tink tat all ba as juz blog for e sake of boredness as nt going out anywhere todae...

blessed wif their loved and concern...looked funny in both pics sia

welcoming 2007

2007-01-01T22:27:00.000+08:00

well...todae is e 1st dae of 2007...so let mi roughly blog down ba...

1stly in previous entry i am supposed to stay at attitude_guy dere till 021007...but due to he gt wrk...i gt hm on sun...

sun: reached hm abt 4plus 5pm...den planned meet kris, william n william's frenz they all at abt 10plus at bq lor...gt to knw a friendly soul called andrew and ningjie...ningjie is reali a nice butch which i simply luv her lots...okok enough...aftertat we went to a place called home...which is more toward club...den lehz aftertat nt long mi, william, kris and andrew decided to change place...so off we go to pub called siam...hahaz...den lehz wen e time is 12am everyone in e pub was busy sprayin wif e form at others or even ppls we duno...

after everyting we cabbed down to andrew's hse to continues drinking while waiting for ningjie they all...den lehz reached hm on mon at abt 3plus pm...

mon: meet dumbell at je den aftertat pei pengxuan wrk le den we go imm...she pei mi go buy heels and stock up choco n tibits for moiself at giant...b4 tat we walked ard imm c-ing jia ju =x...lolz...

ehhh tink tat alll le...hope a new yr will be a new beginning for me...as i knw i did cried out on e 1st dae of 2007...due to sumting...haiz...

last but nt least...dumbell cheer up...will alwayz be dere for ya...and nt forgetting i miss attitude_guy alot...wonder wen den can c him...cant even contact him...haiz....

stupid laggin connection

2006-12-29T00:17:00.000+08:00

sianz....internet connection so sucky nw...

haiz...juz gt hm nt long b4 12am...yet till nw he hafnt even call me =(

anyway ~~note~~ to all...anyting contact mi through e other line for time being...as moi 81215*** is tempo cut off on all outgoing...

another ting is...

frm tml(fri) will nt be at hm till most pro mon like tat or latest tues...so ppls hu wanna find mi...sms mi ba...as will be staying over at tat attitude_guy de hse...

ohya todae juz haf a bad attitude war wif him...in e end i ~~lose~~

msg to retarded plz dun be stupid anymore as chances dun wait

msg to reb ic...kkz...at least u are happy wif ur choice nw...tc

2006-12-27T22:30:00.000+08:00

sianz...tml need go bk wrk le...as gt 2daes mc due to food poisioning...haiz...

i miss him...simply no ways to contact him...simply miss lots of tings gt to do wif him...haiz....

and to retarded: plz be strong...i believed u both can overcum it...i luv u too...

after a long mia

2006-12-26T00:54:00.000+08:00

sianz half...laptop crashed...ended haf to use e com outside e living rm either waiting over it after mum or bro use =(

anyway haf a ~~long~~ mia...since tues...esp for thurs gt sum pro wif family till all e way no hm since sun @ 1030pm...

tues 19/12: after wrk big big rain...attitude guy came to fetch me...aftertat pei him to wrk den travel here n there there n dere...ended up we becum stead too =x...hahaz...cant expect a 1st time ton at songka will lead to stead wif him too...lolz...fetched retarded frm wrk den without knwing went wif retarded and tat attitude_guy to chinatown meet retarded's dumbass den nua awhile and left to attitude_gay hse and stayed

wed 20/12: cabbed down to wrk frm attitude_guy de hse...after wrk he and tat dumbass came fetch me...den pei dem to wrk again...den dumbass go meet retarded den i continues pei attitude_guy to wrk...den meet retarded and tat ass at 11plus pm at chinatown...aftertat dumbass jio midnight movie...nite at e museum wif his frenz...so go lor...cabbed down to cine...after e show cabbed tgt wif retarded back hm [sorry dearz for u noe abt mi n qi tat conversation make u xia sway i tink...and paiseh for no go pub wif wendy, kris and william to one class]

thurs 21/12: wrk...aftertat go safra resort for class bbq...lefted earli due to sumting...-skipped-...cabbed down to attitude_guy hse at 1am...

fri 22/12: no go wrk...slp till dunno wat time...den aftertat cabbed down town in e evening to help cousin_wh buy ting...den cabbed down bugis...den go one class drink...wif jen, kris and william...den nt long retarded joined us...after e drink...forgotten go where...but i knw cabbed back attitude_guy de hse

sat 23/12: happy 15th bdae to fer...cheer up gal went grandma's hse bathed...as no more clothes le...den gan hao my jacket wif retarded...aftertat went ps...den lehz saw reagan di...hee...den aftertat tgt wif fer's frenz, retarded, attitude_guy and me...went to lau ba sat find kris and william...aftertat went ware2 de pub and drink again...after e drink we go ard bq dere tok tok...den cabbed bk attitude_guy de hse

sun 24/12: xmas eve...slp till 6plus pm...left his hse at 7pm...den back to moi hse...bath and prepared den out again...cabbed down tgt wif kris n him to meet william...aftertat tgt go vivo find retarded, pei n bjx...sianz no drink...coz our show is at 1.55am de =x...death note 2...hee...den aftertat watched till abt 4am...gt abit of misunderstanding wif HIM...so i walked off myself to walk walk den saw him at st james dere while dere gt big fight =x...den lehz...aftertat abt 6plus am...?pei, bjx and retarded went hm...den e 4 of us go eat...aftertat we cabbed down to attitude_guy de hse...reached dere abt 8plus am le...lolz...

mon 25/12: xmas dae...slept till 4plus pm...den all wake up complainted hungry...den jen jio us go her hse mahjong so go lor...den aftertat till 10pm like tat guiyong_korkor drove me hm tgt wif attitude_guy and jen...coz he bringing jen go rounding wif frenz...lolz...[he was happy tat gy_korkor say he guai too but he is nt =x]

ehhh tat all ba...hee...welll...ytd nite went all ton at HIS hse william told us...dun keep quarrelled la...as will make relation worst...but is like since e 1st dae i tgt wif him on e 19th till nw 26th is like we quarrelled every single dae and its also seem to make us closer...like wat he say we seem like use to everydae quarrel since e dae we tgt...coz once b4 we tgt...we are simply stranger and also quarrel as in those kpkb la lead us to frenz too...wahahahahhaz...fate...?as if....lolz...

last but nt least b4 i zzz...i miss retarded qi...free ask mi out ok...?

thx for e xmas present by all of u tooo...haix...missing him as like funny no him beside m i right nw...while tis whole wk macham everydae at his hse

super duper long entries but fun...

2006-12-17T17:00:00.000+08:00

thurs: me and tat dumbell duo duo de tonned at grandma's hse...and she mama far ker...she nearly bear to do sumting to me...she herself knw wat la her...she can simply ask mi go taman eat supper and ton yet she 1827...wtf sia -.- nvm...den lehz...in e midnight gt hungry lor...den called mac...hahaz...we both like hungry ghost n i like a ~~maid~~ to her sia...wtf!!! 1st time angeline wong haf to be a maid to sumone...den lehz after eat hao we dee sia0z fer awhile on fone aftertat we cabbed down to superbow find guoyao, garyson and one more guy lor...den lehz...played billiard wif retarded till veri mad...aftertat play hao le...pei dem go eat crapz n luff alot due to tat dumbell de fonebook contact lor...den lehz after everyting everyone walked hm...n soon all dispart...

fri: wakie up in e late afternoon...went over to tat dumbell de hse n bathed...den bath hao le...jiu pei HER GO QUEENWAY LOR...den b4 tat smsed wif mzws til i super happy but it ended e happiness awhile...part frm dumbell at abt 6plus pm...?as she go lwx de ahgong songka...den i go meet kris den go pub...ohya...we went to one class above de pub lor...ehhh....den after pub lehz...i left at 10pm wei le dumbell too...den go over to chinatown dere de songka find her...tonned at songka...over hyper too tgt wif tat dumbell de benzhu and their frenz...lolz...den gt one guy ke lian keep give mi beat too...haha =x...

sat: cabbed hm reached hm 10plus am...den slp...till 5plus jimmy/desmond called ask mi go down csc find dem...den i bath le cabbed down lor...den lehz saw lz...haf a short tok wif him...glad he is getting fine...den lehz...aftertat abt 8plus pm tgt wif wendy halfway sua dui to her frenz pub which is one class above again...gt to knw quite alot of ppl...nt long kris n william joined us...lolz...many ting happened...wah lao a...i super hate tat guy till feel like slapping him..so wtf u haf tons n lots of $$$...?wendy already drunk den keep ask her drunk...den stupid ass...she clever sia keep on shouting ANGELINEEE help mi settle him pei him drink he noisy la...den i pei lor...drink till cmi sia...den lehz while toking wif william tat guy walked over say ~~TONIGHT U R MINE~~ lucky william helped mi...is like wtf lor -.-...den lehz...after e pub wendy wanna bring mi to dragonfly but due to she reali more cmi so no go le...den left mi kris n william...we walked to bugis...in sei mood n also wif my barefoot...den aftertat we cabbed to geylang...den we walked ard finding for hotel ton n continues drinking...lolz...den hor walked many lor still cant find hotel lor...even let ppl mistaken we wrk dere...lolz...den walked to lor 39 managed find one rm lor...which is already 4am le...so book e rm den zzz ard 6plus am...will nv forgot how i am wif bearfoot ALL e way...zzz

sun: wakie 10am...n we started pillow fight n all crapz again...till 2plus pm left e hotel n i went to meet reb[mama] and nw i am back hm...

arrr reali need STOP MY NITE LIFE...esp sat i drink non-stop n fri smk non-stop...zzz...and spend $ like reali no tml....200gone sia...

OHYA MSG TO DUMBELL: HAPPY FOR YA TAT U HAF NT WASTED UR HALF MTHS PLUS OF WAITING FOR HIM AND FINALLY FATE BROUGHT U BOTH TGT...MUZ HAO HAO DE TINK OF WAT I TOLD YA WEN I AT PUB TOO...AND NT FORGETTING e 3 REN QING U OWN MI...AND BETA DUN WEI LE HIM WAN PLAY PS LE...

and for reb[mama]: watever i will alwayz respect ur decision...but plz dun so stupid abt ur ans to e choice...but even u give a stupid choice e path is stil urs afteralll...u can hao hao de zai zuo xia qu jiu hao le....xiang n ai ni...tc...

plus paiseh to dor i own ya a treat wen next yr meet up =)

2006-12-13T11:52:00.000+08:00

arr...i am sick n tired la...nw still badly sick...paiseh to retarded tat ytd[tues] can joined for e ton as i reali badly sick till jialat..can ask guoyao, laine n even ahma they all...den hor u also beta tc la...smk less...as u sick also...ppl told mi sick dun smk esp cough ;)...

den lehz...todae[wed] waitin for retarded cfm wif mi if she wan go vivo anot...i wan go c feng jing =x

tues: guoyao came to drive me at abt 1plus am...den went his hse...so tat aftertat i go wrk more easy...BUT hu knw...i bn coughing till 5plus am sia...till e extend of wakie up 8plus am i sms-ed jac say i cant go for wrk still badly sick...planned c doc...den hu knw i ended up zzz again...till 9plus am den cabbed to lot one to meet laine...a short meetup again...den aftertat wen hm...eat le med rest le...den abt 6plus cabbed down to sgh c grandma...den meet up wif retarded n fer...tok tok till abt 10++ pm or wat den took train hm...saw linco at train...den lehz...tok wif him over many ting too...realised he changed too...lolz...anyway ytd haf sum smsed wif MZWS =x...but den sms-ed halfway n he ended wif still the same..how to ok.. don know wat to say also.. reali going mad... free than tell u now dunno how to say.. sms when i free now with her-sms ended with no editted of wat type from e sms i receive-

anyway laine mui ask mi to change back to myself for ai qing tis word lor...den i am also trying too...anyway nw still waiting for retarded wake up ans mi ltr wan go vivo mahz...?lolz...miss vivo miss white dog cafe too...wahahahahaz...

missing...

2006-12-11T00:45:00.000+08:00

well...ytd slept at 7am ended up 3plus going 4pm get disturb wakie by mum...ass sia...den lehz rot n slack while den abt 5plus pm went downstair take ting frm korkor[gy]...den aftertat went hm...den abt 6plus pm prepared and bathed and cabbed down to sgh c grandma...while smking wif retarded, dad saw...sianz 1/2...but wen i at hm he didnt say anyting la...den lehz retarded haf a great improvement wen at sgh...she knw moi meaning ;)

aftertat...mi n retarded cabbed down to vivo...we go walked walked n eat eat...brought moi ting at mini-toon den lehz wanna buy tat so called carpet but retarded stopped me...saw benny at mini-toons too...lolz...den lehz walked ard saw cousin[wl] and his frenz...haiz hemore hopless le...den lehz walked abt as planning where to eat...ended up i brought retarded to white dog cafe instead...lolz...den tis time she eat fish&chips and i eat chicken fillet...den plus others ting la...total bill $50.70...den aftertat we haf sum tok tok...abt d&m to her...seriously i am still nt reali for relation...as i admit moi heart still gt jl...but is impossible too...and i tink he also gt dearz le...so all e best to him n wish him stay happy too...n abt me...was toking wif retarded while enjoying e fong jing of sentosa...hahaz...a nice view and a nice heart to heart tok...she also said tat is e 1st time she heard a guy say tat..but well...no matter wat after moi breakoff wif jl...i tink i changed i will wei ren zhou xiang 1st...so i told retarded...imagine if i am in (a) shoes...i will feel hurt...so y should i break (a)&(b) tgt wen i wen are tat gd...and juz coz of (b) words is like abit unfair to (a)...but i knw la...in relation...~~luv is SELFISH~~ de...but to mi...after e break wif him...i changed lots to i rather i am e one giving up den breaking up ppl...u knw...as even love is selfish de...den lehz told him abt moi feeling for D...but is impossible for us la...reason she should knw...as D will nv be e one understanding me...right retarded...?BUT afterall NO MATTER HU IS IN MOI HEART OR HUEVER I CHOOSED...RETARDED WILL ALWAYZ BE E 1ST ONE ;)...*gan dong ba* dun cry =x...

den aftertat we took train back...reach cck gy came n fetch mi to take ting too...den lehz we haf a small tok lor...btw to gy i am sorry abt it...but maybe u still dunno mi...i can be stubborn wif moi word den ting tat i do...sorry...

tink tat all le...as going zzz soon...tml gt wrk...after 4daes no go wrk le =x...

enjoyable fri and sat nitez

2006-12-10T05:43:00.000+08:00

welll...nw is sundae lor....den i juz reached hm from bq at 520am...and nw is abt 6am yet i still online =p...hee...a SUPER long entry muz read wor =x...

sat: 1st paiseh to margaret hu jio mi go mos but i rejected...2nd i miss moi cousin[weihong]as he go ns le...on 23rd den book out =(...

anyway wakie up at 1plus pm...illness sumhow recovered abit...den lehz...back zzz again...till dunno wat time...den jacky's elder bro[wah kok] and his gf so called wife[gina] le ah...order pizza and kfc...den ask mi, jacky and his 2nd bro[wah heng] to cum out eat...as mi n wah heng is juz wakie nt long while jacky is busy-ing dota-ing...eat le...den watched dem dota again...till i falled zzz =x...wanna watch 5plus de saw 3 at vivo...ended up we delayed 6plus pm...bathed and prepared den mi, jacky, both his bro and gina...spitted into 2 cabs and cabbed down to vivio...to meet their frenz ivan and nicholas...den lehz...ended up watched 10pm de devaju or watever e spelling...a nt bad show la...and vivo cinema was GREAT...ohya while waiting for e show time to start we walked ard...den came to a cafe called white dog cafe...and decided to haf our dinner dere...thumb up their fish&chips is nice...den lehz all of us ordered different food...den wen bill cum...for e 7 person...e bill is closed to ~~$200~~!!! but still ok la...e food nice...so we 7 of us spilt e amg lor...

after e show ended abt 12am...we went mini-toon...as they wan buy ting...den i show jacky e pooh cup at mini-toon which i aim for long de...tat buy 4 get one free de...but one of e purple colour one i like it alot...lolz...den saw many ting i planned to get in mini-toon to deco for my rm le...lolz...~~going waste $$$ again~~...any kind soul wanna donated me $$$ =x...?crapz*

den lehz...after tat we all spilted cab again...planned go siloso de pub...den hor enterance to siloso tat time is $8bucks...so ex man...den reached dere we realised is zouk out...ended up alot of ppl...so we decided to change place to bq-bottoms up...which is daniel's pub la...since e 7 of us...knw every different one in tat pub...and happened tat last min a gal called emily...?or wat de knw another shareholder frm tat pub too...lolz...

den lehz...reached bottoms ups as usual we drank martell den finished le...den called one more chivas...lolz...den lehz till closing lor...den spitted cab again...lolz...den hor...to moi suprised jacky brought tat cup from mini-toon for mi...lolz...thx ya ah

fri: no go wrk...still having headache...den lehz went polyclinic at 7plus am...meet laine mui passed her crig...she acc mi all e way...till 10am den she went for wrk...den lehz...tok alot...~~miss e past, miss those daes~~...after tat went hm rest awhile after eat med...den abt 1plus pm...bathed and prepared and went down sgh c grandma...after tat meet up wif retarded at sgh den went town for a ~~mini-shopping~~ and to touch-up...but hu knw e shop no open...shopped ard flesh imp...saw one shoulder bag we loved alot...BUT den nt on sale yet so nvm...den we went over to find nike shoulder bag too...but dun haf we like de...so ended up walked passed adidas...and we brought a couple adidas sling-bag @ $79...and tat stupid retarded...wanna get e blue one den we suggested her nt...as hard matching n nt tat nice...so ended up she get e white one as mi...and tgt we brought flesh imp jacket too...BUT different design...sad la e design i wan no M so choosed another design...den aftertat went cine eat eat...den hor...last min alex and fer wana cum down find us...so we meet dem aftertat...den lehz...waited for RETARDED de wx lor...and wei le HER wx...we watched cinderella AGAIN!!!...watched 11plus pm de show le...den after e show...still pei HER wx go eat all tat lor...den lehz after a long discussion over fer n alex...and they decided to join mi and retarded to bq...so cabbed down daniel's pub find jacky and his bro they all...reached abt 2plus am...den stayed till closing lor...den lehz...wah heng drove all of dem hm lor...den for mi lehz i ended up get kipnapped by wah heng n jacky...toned at their hse instead...hahaz...and make frenz wif their dog =x...as ppls hu knw mi should knw i ~~scared~~ of dogs...-ohya on e way bk wen wah heng drove dem...gt a misunderstand wif daniel again...till sat i go his pub he jitao is attitude n said sumting to mi till i totally in moi heart is like sui bwg lor...

hmmm...tat how i enjoyed for both e daes...and stupid sia...y am i alwayz like a "waitress" wen at daniel's pub...zzz...esp wen wif jacky n his bro...order drink mi, dian song also me, take one cup also mi, book place tis n tat also me...zzz...nvm they happy can le...

anyway time nw is 625am...tink i go kitchen smk le den go zzz le...as ltr still need get ting frm gy korkor and need passed him $100...den maybe still need meet retarded...due to her mp3...while normally sun i DUN OUT DE...RETARDED IF I REALI GT MEET U TAT MEAN IS UR RONG XIN N SHOWED HOW GD I TREAT YA...UNLIKE U WEI LE HIM :[

sinful mi sia...slap/knock mi hard to wake up...2daes i tink abt 300plus gone included e $100 i passed gy...zzz...

bad headache...

2006-12-07T23:59:00.000+08:00

a short entry b4 i go slp...as nw having a super bad headache...worst one side pain onli...

todae went for wrk...den lehz...after wrk meet retarded at lakeside den pei her to ms eat waffles le...den go creative buy her zen plus...or dunno wat mp3 =x...den aftertat she brought for mi a purple earphone which i wanna lots yet many place no stock...thx wong li qi aka retarded qi...~~wo ai si ni le...eventhough ur heart gt watermelon le~~ =p den aftertat we walked to bugis den walked abt brought her lighter at muee den after tat backie hm...wan go c ahma but too late...maybe tml ba...reached hm online...eric tok wif mi over sumting which i dun tink i should be saying at here...as retarded, guoyao n laine knw wat happened...welll...gt a new frm guoyao too...congrat he gt stead le...anyway tat all le ba...i go slp le...haiz...tinking of settling down but it like my heart cant...?izzit coz dere is still sumone i wan/waiting for...no idea...

welll...tat all ba i go slp le...headache plus kinda abit of throat pain...yet coz of retarded i still go over to guiyong korkor dere and take ting...zzz...den walked back hm...

arr i wan my zen neno 2...?any kind soul...?although i love e colour of zen neno...but it like zen neno 2 attached me more...lolz...

anyway tml going town wif retarded...mostly go touch up moi "tagging" ak and also shopping...lolz...

hangover

2006-12-06T14:07:00.000+08:00

todae no go wrk again =x...as overslept till like f and hangover till jialat too....to e extend or wake up also wan vomit...1st time happened so jialat sia...till i walked hm also cant...haf to need eric help...worst den those daes i sei in pub...zzz...

ytd(tues): like i say i no go wrk...den all e way at hm...den lehz...ard 10plus pm or wat...eric msn-ed me...ask mi go out pei him drink...den i say ok lor...den he say his dere left 1/4 martell...den he ask mi buy coke...but hu knw e stupid him buy le coke no mix den drink pure...den e 1/4 almost all is i drink...as he play poker card den i keep lose...den after tat he still go buy 2bottle of tiger...yet i told him i reali cant mix will vomit out de he dun believe...den we play 5 10...i lose again sia...till i vomitted all tat like hell...den still sei till like f...till need eric pei mi walked hm n opened door for mi =x...hahaz...b0 pian la...den reached hm vomitted again wake up also...haiz...sux la e feeling...welll...at least nw abit beta le...after tat going alone to sgh c c grandma...

sick

2006-12-04T23:25:00.000+08:00

haiz...i am still sick...well...todae mon...went wrk le...den after wrk meet retarded at outram den go sgh c c grandma...den back hm...

sun: tonned at retarded's hse till abt 7plus pm...?den go eat dinner wif her...after tat guoyao drive me hm...-thx-

sat: -did enjoyed myself throughout sia...esp in guy...one by one ass de keep wan guan mi =x....keep make mi lose...in 5 10...zzz...summore is all wan play wif mi BULLYER...esp wh =x own cousin still like tat...jk...anyway went daniel's pub wif jacky, wh and his frenz n retarded...den kris n her frenz joined us awhile...total bill $268...2 chivas and volka...den i pay abt $200 lor...till closing lor...drink quite nt lots nt less too...as gt 2 ~~stupid~~ guyz STOPPED mi =x...but well...nvm gt miracle...1st time in danie's pub i no high although abit sei and no vomit MOST IMPT NO LOST TING =X...den e rest went hm...onli mi wh, retarded, guoyao and one more guy tgt walked to lao ba sat eat eat tok tok n drinks =x...haha...den lehz after tat go 7-11 drinks again...tat stupid gy la...lolz...den cabbed back retarded hm...

ehhh...tat all ba...dun wish blog much...as sick...den hor tinking of quit moi job...due to sum reason...haiz...how how how...suddenly sort of miss moi tat drinks...haiz...

OHYA RETARDED MAI MI LE =( GT TAT WATERMELON LE =X

Cinderella...

2006-12-02T15:43:00.000+08:00

1st...

HAPPY BDAE TO MOI AHGAL PEIPEI HU BDAE FALLS ON E 2ND DEC...

ytd(fri)...supposed to go vivo watched show wif retarded and jacky...ended up lehz...retarded last min called bk to wrk while i ended wrk SUPER late...so changed to go town and watch...still gt alot of leftover wrk to be done....thx sharon for helping me do on sat...so which mean sat i no need go bk n do...

ahshun, wendy, cat and raymond waited for mi log off...din knw tat sia...coz communtication between mi n wendy breaks down...lolz...den after wrk...ahshun drive mi n wendy to jurong west dere de coffeeshop find xiaohua, jimmy and peter drink drink lor...den abt 8pm or wat connie and desmond came...joined us...-haf fun-...den drink till abt 9pm i left...coz i meeting qi n jacky wat...lolz...so took train to clementi...den waited for jacky...~~missed 2 train...i wonder y he so vain sia...wat dere to "da ban"~~den lehz in train e cabin beside mi i saw retarded de "watermemlon"...den slowly i cfm is him le i startded to called retarded...and eventually is him la...so we juz wave a bye to each other n he alighted...ohya den i in train saw julz laogong it be a long time since i saw her...after our meet up...lolz..

alighted at summerset as meet retarded dere...den walked to cine...wanna wat 9.56 but bo lehz...den sianz half...go down eat ljs...den eat le smk le...den go upstarir c c again gt wat show...den juz nice we saw CINDERELLA so we decided to watch tat...quite nice e show...will keep tio chua also...ohya...we watched 215am de instead...coz b4 tat de ticks selling fast...so while waiting we 3 go play billard...den watched finished abt 3plus 4am...den they pei mi waited for daniel...as i share cab hm wif him....den qi hm tgt wif jacky by cab too...reached hm abt 6am...zzz abt 7am....wakie nw at abt 3plus pm =x...it earli u knw...

ohya nearly forgot a short conversion by retarded wen i watching moi show...
she(half eye block): wei tml(sat) how u going mahz...?
me: dunno lehz...
she(half eye block): den how ans mi lehz [or watever she say la...all abt tml de la]

den i was like... ... ...replying moi last sentences
me: kp lar...ppl watch movie u asking mi abt tml ting...zzz

tat alll...lolz...back m at sun ba...as tonight going daniel's pub again...but 1st time going wif quite alot of ppl ~~but~~ bo moi peipei n bxj...coz they at malaysia...zzz...missing dem....

shagz...

2006-11-30T23:27:00.000+08:00

todae...hafnt recover...wen for wrk...den nth much happened....quite shag...after wrk went lot eat ajisan...wif kris, junyang(her'sdear) and their frenz called james de...den eat le...den after tat i PS dem =x...go pak billard wif jacky...coz he night off mahz...den after tat played till 10plus laine cum find us awhile den went off le...den abt11pm we took bus go hm too...den pei him take 975 lor...he go bk camp i go hm...tat all...

sianz...tml tink go mos...or vivo for show sia...zzz...den sat go pub...realise moi life changed lots afterall...ehhh...tink tat all le ba...nth to do also le...sianz ahz...mixed feeling....dunno wan mos or vivo or hm...?lolz...but will i be at hm...?hahaz...but watever izzit hope moi illness recover soon...coz i will be going to pub on sat...wahahahahaz...hahaz...

ehhh tink tat alll le...as nw on fone wif jacky n sms wif retarded...plus sleeping earli soon...lolz...sianz lehz e stupid jacky put ak no tell mi...den still keep nag mi dun anyhow spend money la...zzz...

2nd entry

2006-11-29T19:01:00.000+08:00

zzz i am reali bored to death...juz nw yonghua cum up moi hse take crig he also said i look veri pale...haiz...ohya sorry to gy_korkor tat tis few daes u keep jio mi out but i cant...as sick till badly...sorry...as he wanna jio mi go pub...coz tat lot one de jason going ns soon...but still tinking wanna go ma...?wif moi tis state yet so pale and weak...

badly sick...

2006-11-29T17:57:00.000+08:00

haiz...todae wakie up 7am...den ended up no go wrk...den abt 8plus am went to c private doc...haiz...as badly sick...den one of moi illness which is flu is like macham no tml like tat keep waterfall...rested at hm...no go out...e onli ting i did todae is eat slp and of coz watch er zou ju zhi wen using lappy lor...den tat all lor...

anyway ytd(tues): nth much happened...after wrk go hm lor...den abt 9plus pm slp le...as still badly sick...haiz...

ytd de ytd(mon): ended wrk late...den after tat go town find retarded, pei and bjx lor...den go take pic for pei de advance bdae...den lehz...walked ard...den eat at herren dere lor...saw guozhong...or should say is he saw mi 1st...lolz...after tat proceeded to clementi de partyworld lor...since till abt 1am like tat lor...havin fun n luff-ster inside sia...lolz...den aftertat took cab to pei hse as all go her hse ton...ohya b4 tat hg, fw n another guy came down pei hse meet us...passed mi simcard n we go nearby eat eat super...den they lefted n we proceeded back to pei hse zzz...slept at abt 4am...den bjx wakie mi up at abt 8pm lor...coz gt wrk mahz bo pian...tat all...

pic will be uploaded soon...

ohya b4 i ended tis entry i wanna NAG ON SUMTING...WHICH IS I LOST MOI SK RING...HAIZ...AND ANOTHER TING IS TODAE PAY FLY AWAY...YET I STILL PU ANOTHER 50...AS C DOC 50 SIA =(

2nd entry

2006-11-26T13:23:00.000+08:00

zzz...i am sick again...down wif bad flu and dry cough after wake up...even nw...haiz...hahaz...peipei todae juz get her z610i pink also le...hee...so we angel.devil.satan all same same fone...same same bear de hp chain i brought for dem de also...but wasted i lost moi pooh de chain tgt same same as dem de brought by retarded...den too bad demon nt sporty as he loved his w810i too much...haha while i give up moi k800i...lolz..

sianz...todae sun dunno gt out anot also...flu like hell, den cough den broke also le...ac they all also bo cfm out wif mi...sianz next wk still going bq...tat all le ba...juz a short n bo liao entry as too bored le...hahaz...den doing editting of pic n watching priness hr...

ohya....tml(mon)...i wouldnt be at hm...will be pre-earli celebrate peipei bdae afterall late in e middle of e nite after supper all going her hse ton...everyting planned sui sui =x....den will onli be back hm on tues after wrk...lalalalaz...sianz ~~hope tat dae bq he gt go~~ =x

~missing moi adsd and moi drinks...how =x...?but e drink excluded tat him...lolz...

yawnz

2006-11-26T11:29:00.000+08:00

hahaz...time nw is 1122am...yet another dae of wakie earli dunno y too...and yet ytd is moi 1st time so earli hm too at 4am...

ytd(sat): out at 1pm...go salon rebond-ed...inbetween laine and sam came...take crig frm mi...den lehz to retarded ps keep change meeting time as rebond veri long la...ended up meet retarded abt 5+pm...den b4 tat went lot de x-sq pass songhua his vcd...den hu knw ytd his last dae...zzz...den lehz wen at lot i saw esther....den after i leave lot saw esther again...-fated...?-den hor during e time i rebond hair alvin ~~damn~~ SUX jitao suan mi on cfm mahz u watch midnight can take NR ahz...?coz u alwayz take cab de lehz =x

aftertat proceed to je coz go pass hp ting to e other guy n also nt forgetting get cover from mickey...lolz...den get le jitao is go town lor...

alight orchard eat at paragon tgt wif retarded den waited for pei ended wrk at 7pm...den go find alvin they all at cine...b4 tat took pic wif pei n retarded...hahaz...-pic will be upload once scanned by pei or wat-den we all slack slack ard as they waiting for bjx mahz...den hor alvin they all joined us...retarded and pei left at abt 10pm coz meet bjx...den i joined alvin they all continues our nuaing coz we watched 11plus de show...zzz...we watch 007 nt bad wor...den e show abt 2hr plus den ended at 2plus am...

after show we go cine opp eat...den b4 tat i called gy korkor he outside nearby town so he cum fetch me...den go tiong bagar de ktv pub find junjie they all...dots sia....1st time i c a pub SUPER small n also NO much ppl de summore wen e night is young abt 2++3am onli...zzz...

sianz ahhh....due to $$$ i tis wk no go bq sia...haiz...tok abt bq i realise nowadae ppls are lame...can go ard saying oh he knw mi at bq whereby i give him moi name yet dunno knw mi where...ehhh cum'on la and get a life...u say 2mth to 1mth back...f u lor...one mth back i was wif jl din reali go bq...den 2mth bk more worst i wif hg keep at lot...lie also dunno hw to say...which pub also dunno...i go pub standard go certain pub only whereby retarded they all also knw i dun reali do such a ting...so ppls get a life plz...

k ba...tat all le tink back zzz which waiting for ac cfm wif mi in e evening gt movie at vivo wif songhua they all anot...

ohya on e fri hor....moi entries say gt pic taken right....lazy upload c retarded blog for pic ba...http://miracle-memories.blogspot.com/

wow...

2006-11-25T09:01:00.000+08:00

awww....time nw is 853am...and guess wat i wakie so earli as b4 tat quite earli wakie le...and den hor...ytd is fridae nitez yet abt 12am or wat i am hm le...due to ~~NOT~~ no program...BUT is no money...sianz lar...maybe todae also ba...as nt sure tonight meeting alvin they all bo...?anyway guess wat...my mum bringing mi go rebond later...wahahaha...so nice of her...but she is alwayz nice coz she buy for mi lappy n bro use new com also =x...zzz...

ytd(fri): meet retarded at je den after tat go take neoprint den eat le ljs den go sel hp =(...say bye to moi k800i and bye to her n6280...after tat wifout anyfone abt 7plus pm...we proceed to queenway shopping centre find mickey and waited for him log off...reason of waiting all tat coz we order frm him z610i couple fone of mi n retarded...den lehz he managed to find e colour we wanna by order frm his stead dere...so after his wrk make a trip down clementi to collect e fone...hahaz...n hor e whole dae for fri i seem like e mad galz siaz...wahahahahaz...but since wen ~~i am normal~~ before =x...after get le fone we all tok tok awhile...den mickey left-ed 1st den mi n qi continues sit dere till 10plus 11pm den left...reached cck saw sama they all tgt wif xy den tok tok awhile lor...den walked hm...hmmm tink tat all ba...pic will be up soon...once retarded returned moi bluetooh adtaptor...

aaa...sorry to all hu msg-ed mi in moi 81215*** and i no reply...coz i forgot bring moi tat line out for ytd...real sorry...lolz...

tat all ba...missing those time in csc...missing reb, wx, zr, hy, yq, lz, km and HIM they all...missed those times too...esp missing him...but well...as for nw is impossible too..as i already tinking of dun tink much...and well to ppls out dun no worried...i am fine n i knw we are frenz...n is a hi-bye frenz...?watever...-memories stayed...no regret <3-ing>

wahahahahaz

2006-11-23T21:27:00.000+08:00

w00tz...TODAE I GT E MOOD TO BLOG....wahahahahaz...

reason... .... ....coz i will be havin another couple ting wif retarded`qi t TAT IS OUR... ... ...

PHONE...!!!!!!!

LOLZ...coz i going sell moi k800i...although is a veri gd fone...hee...but no regret...

well...todae late for wrk...den lehz wen i go out tat time i saw rick at bus-stop =x...lolz...well nth much happened at wrk too...after wrk go eat at yew tee wif ahshun and wendy...den eat wanton mee and they order one white one black...so drink dere lor...till abt 8plus pm den left lor...hee den hm sweet hm and i am here...lolz...

tink tat all le ba...CANT WAIT TILL TML >.<

ohya to cousin weihong:
althought u cant c tis but veri sorry since tues till todae u keep jio mi to chiong but i cant as gt wrk...sorry wor...but i promised u will bring u go happy b4 u go NS de dun worry...tc enjoy ba...aini...

one of e pic i like best during last wk we took...

cherish...

2006-11-22T21:52:00.000+08:00

well...so long no blog le sia...as no time =x...

past few daes back...sms-ed wif km_di...asking how is he all tat lor...but glad tat he is still fine =)anyway on tat dae i also went down town tgt wif pei to meet retarded lor...-skipped all-

todae...meet laine_mui....after wrk for dinner and sum tok tok...as afterall both of us still missed e times wen tgt...den tok alot of ting...-skipped-

haiz...dun reali haf e moood type dunno y tink ended here ba...will get a real post soon ba...i suppose esp after fri ==x....den i will post many ting on COUPLE tis word...lolz...k ba...ytd shopped ard JP spend lots too...den also get le familiar ting for devil and satan but didnt get for demon if nt reali too GALZ for him le...lolz..

welll...recently... ... ...angel.devil.satan.demon haf been more n more closer till gt alot of couple ting...example...

1)black-white pig tgt wif retarded(devil) ~ but i drop it off moi hp wen 1st time at daniel's pub or wen i wif ac they all at destiny...
2)gt a crayon pooh keychain frm retarded they all at action city(devil.satan&demon tgt wif mi haf it too) ~ drop it on e actual dae too at daniel's pub also i guessed
3)nice nice neo tgt wif devil also dropped on e actual dae too ~ on e way frm bugis moi to hse den realised
4)bear hp chain/holder or watever u all called it ~ brought it special for devil and satan + me of coz...as gt our fav colour dere...sorry demon no get for ya(blue.pink&purple)
5)-cuming up-going to get couple fone wif devil ~ she get blue i get pink
6)-cuming up-zinc slingbag tgt wif devil
7)precious moments hp chain tgt wif devil and peipei(satan) ~ but me n satan de spoilt le
8)couple fake adidas shoulder bag wif devil...she took black i took white ~ normally used wen we go sentosa =x

ehhh tink tat all le ba...as so far cant tink of any le...

can anyone give mi one slap...?

2006-11-20T23:38:00.000+08:00

PART II

haiz...i dunno wtf i do...after watching tat xun yun cao de disc 14...i dunno wtf i tinking too ended up i watched n cried...den from disc 15 onward dad keep nag n ask mi ting...yet i kpkb back...n i say alot of ting...n continues watched moi show n tink of moi ting...haiz...i dunno...i realise nw in life i seem to lost alot alot of ting...nvm...sooner or later i tink i no need anyone dere for mi...n back to moi depress mode for a time being ba...haiz...as i haf sumting in mind i need sort out....

getting go...but can i...?

2006-11-20T22:08:00.000+08:00

todae msn wif dor for quite sumtime...den she complainted tat moi blog size too small le...so i going enlarge e font abit bigger =x...

todae nth much lor...at wrk...everyting quite fine...den rain whole dae too...haiz...nw watching xun yun cao while typing blog lor...e charbo maggi damn fark up sia...knns =x...haiz...after watching e show...my mind suddenly went confused...i feel like give up HIM...but i cant...seem like i reali fallen for mi le...although it too late le...haiz...but watever izzit...wo bu hou hui ai guo...no matter wat u r e one n onli in moi heartz...haiz...last but nt least...gd luck n wish u all e best if u gt sumone beta...

anyway tml will be meeting retarded...for...?simply i dunno too...nvm...can c her can le...lolz...ohya b4 tat i say dye moi hair but i didnt i onli highlight...which mean sumhow at times moi hair nw gt 2colours or watever...lolz...haiz...simply miss e past nw...haiz...memories of e bitches, bnb, blk 235 to 216, joel boiboi and grpz esp e times at ecp for his bdae...nt forgetting those latest memories at csc...i miss reb mama, zr papa, wx, yong, yq, mao, lz, km and of coz jl...

miracle...

2006-11-19T00:26:00.000+08:00

phew...finally i am home...n planned last min nt to go out....WHILE IT SAT NITE!!!...wth dun seem like mi...zzz..

welll....fri....actually going town for movie den aftertat c wat planning...BUT... ... ...dunno y n we ended up say meet at JP...so ended up rick nt going...den pei n tong cum instead...welll....fri hor ended wrk 530pm lor...den took bus to JE find mickey n px they both lor...den while in bus victor called...den crapz abt him n sms mi crapz too...lolz...he himself should knw wat we msged =x...reached JE....while waiting for cousin`qi, kris sis called...so ended up meet her n jy go eat eat lor...den qi came too...den slacked at JE till abt 9pm den pei qi go hm...den she go bathed le...den tgt wif mike go taman ba sa dere eat eat lor...as changed our meeting time for movie till 11pm...

-reached jp...saw junjie den tok tok wif him awhile coz he is meeting gy korkor...den while tokint i saw NINGJIEEE....den i still double cfm wif qi...lolz...den after tok hao go up buy 1145pm de tickets for colic lor...nt bad wor...gross too...lolz...den lehz...after movie pei & tong go hm...den mi victor, mike n qi went taman jurong s11 eat eat lor...den aftertat we le dun waste cab fare i go qi hse lor....while victor go mike hse....den zzz at abt 4am....den wakie up abt 8am wen daniel sms mi...lolz...coz i gt wrk wat...but HENG is once a mth n is half dae...lolz...ohya inbetween of e show gy kor sms-ed mi...thought junjie say drunk word to him....coz he say saw angeline den blar blar blar...den i reply ya he did saw mi...lols...

anyway sat...
after wrk batt low...all e way till 9pm(wen i charged at mickey'sshop)...

ehhh...after wrk hor i meet qi at lakeside lor....den hor pei her go clementi find her mum to dye hair all tat...den ended up me myself also dye...i dye so called purple black....reason i wanna i be so called black so tat close to new yr i can get a beta colour....ohya cut-ed moi hair too...den tat everyting ok...we went JE find mickey n px...den hor...stupid lehz 1st look mickey say i like xmm after cut tis hairstyle....lolz...coz e aunti rebond for us abit too...den lehz after passed him e fone n charge den we go 103 if nt wrong...to eat...eat le den go kpool play billard...din reali haf e mood suddenly...dunno y too...maybe suddenly missed him...haiz...anyway reached hm abt 10plus lor...den hor due to 4hr den also tired n i hafnt GO HM YET TO CHANGED....ended up reached hm too late le...dun feel like out...as reagan di jio-ed town aftertat maybe bq...while b4 tat rick thought of going MOS ended up cancelled no one jio...ohya b4 tat wen at salon km_di sms-ed me...cant reali said e feeling wen i read his msg...kind of mixture wif happy to knw tat he is nt MIA n of coz gt his msg, shocked, disappointed in he should knw wat ting, etc...infacts i myself dunno e real feeling too after i read e msg...but i knw SHE cried...cheer up ba..as past is alwayz for hui wei alwayz look forward e future....although saying is easy den doing=x

lastly.....

HAPPY BDAE TO CONEY on 19/11....

hao ren nan zuo

2006-11-16T00:42:00.000+08:00

haiz...roughly blog for wed which is ytd de entry...nt in a mood...many ting happened....1st gt wu hui by kris sis over her dearz ting...haiz...2nd after e tokat break wif kris i keep tinking wat e ans to it for moi msn nick....3rd an wei mickey wen he n his dearz gt pro...haiz...sumtime i wonder it seem like i am reali sumone hu gt a messed up life nw n reali need sumone...haiz...tink going depressed soon sia...

anyway thx vin pei mi go simlim get moi wireless for laptop de...n nt forgetting e super late which is ur so called bdae present...thx ahz...n ohya another thx for helping mi fixed e ting till so late n need wasted money on cabbie...sorry...

lastly...before i go zzz as eyes pain...here a small part of conversation on mi n kris wen lunch time...

she: ni zai deng ren ahz...?

mi: huhz...?deng ren...?deng sui...?

she: i mean de deng ren as in relation...

me: orh dunno lehz...

she: deng mean deng la still gt dunno de ahz...

me: u knw y...after we nt tgt we din reali meet n even saw each other also no tok le...even in msn n sms...so still suan bu suan deng if i say i still deng him...? but sumhow like feeling will be different de...

she: ic

haiz...so seriously i dunno if in moi heart i still deng dai zhe ta mahz...?but is like i reali regret for wat i did....haiz i do missed him...but tink back also like no use le....nw e way he c mi is like c mo sheng ren...haiz...miss him lots...dun tink he will c too....nvm

welll tml going vivo wif qi n pei...den tink most pro fri nite going out wif vic, mike and rick they all but nt cfm too...haiz..stupid also keep tio ka by vic n mike over sumting onli qi knw =x....wahahahahaz

tat all nite...~

waiting

2006-11-13T23:12:00.000+08:00

WAITING FOR RETARDED TO GET COUPLE FONE TGT WIF MI...

ZZZ WILL BLOG SOON...

lastly...i miss reb mama, zr papa, yong sis, wx sis-in-law, lz and HIM lar...long no c dem...haiz...